little letters.

dear sickness,
go away. i like being healthy. healthy is fun! and its good for you... cuz its healthy. uh duh. hehe. i must admit, you are getting better... but you're not gone yet. you've stayed with me long enough. its been 6 days! holy cow. leavee! like now! please and thank you.

dear report card,
i dont like you very much right now. i just got my lowest gpa of a 3.39. ever since i got a 4.0 and 4.11 last year, my standards for my grades are really high. i like As. not Bs or Cs, As! i got 2 Cs, 4 Bs, and 3 As. that doesnt make me happy. i got 7 As last year.

dear the all american rejects,
i love you. i remember when i was in 7th grade you were my favorite band. sorry, you've been replaced by boys like girls, but i still love you. i was looking for your CD the other day but couldnt find it :[ you give me so many memories. i like it.

dear new moon,
you complete me. you're a movie of hot guys running around with no shirts on. who wouldnt love that? even the people who are anti-twilight should love that! and jacob black is soo beautiful. he is one of my many future husbands. we'll make little wolf babies.

dear music,
i dont know what id do without you. no matter what, if im in a bad mood and i listen to some music it will cheer me right up. me and eric are fighting? i go into my room and blast some music. next thing ya know im all happy and shit haha. you're like jesus in a disc. :]

xoxo, dana

sometimes...

sometimes i just want to fit in perfectly. i want to be the same. i want everyone to think im cool and not lame for not doing whatever it is they like doing.
sometimes i just want to be different. i want people to look at me and see someone whos not like the rest, but still interesting. i want to have my own style and start my own trends.
sometimes i wish things were how they used to be. i wish i still had some of my old friends. i wish i was younger. i wish things would be easier.
sometimes i wish people would grow up and move on. holding grudges or holding onto anything really, isnt good. i wish people would notice that it isnt helping anything.
sometimes i wish i was famous. i wish everyone knew who i was. and  everywhere i went people who know who i was.
sometimes i wish i was pretty and skinny. i wish more guys would like me and that they would come running to me. i wish i could do things without being self conscious.
sometimes i love myself. i think im pretty and smart and fun. im creative and outgoing. i have friends and a family that loves me. im a cool kid.
sometimes i hate myself. i think im fat and ugly. im a "dumb blonde". im annoying. im too loud. i try to hard to be something im not. i copy people.
sometimes i just wish life was a lot easier and had all the answers right in front of you.

things i love thursday!

• having my bestest bestie back. we be mad tight yo.
• having hannah montana and sonny with a chance marathons with zoe.
• having phineus and ferb marathons by myself haha.
• teachers saying things that can be taken in the most sexual way but they dont notice it and all the students do.
• melissas birthday!
• being done first in my programming class.
• people being nice. it comes with a good feeling.
• my english teacher. hes da best.
• my mommy calling nina a "chunker"

things i love thursday

• going to foundation in the morning and hanging with Mr. Parisi.
• sleeping in a bed. (i've slept on the ground for the past 3 nights and it is soo very uncomfortable. so i now have bruises on my hips >.< and i slept on my bed last night and it felt sooo good.)
• rearranging my room. its good to have a little change sometimes.
• cat parties. (haha i walked outside yesterday to let patchy in and there were 3 other cats outside too.)
• having discussions in lunch on which is better, the lion king or toy story. (lion king!)
• my english teacher being back from new mexico! i like him way more than the sub we had.
• hanging out outside with no coats and not being cold :] oh how i love spring.
• sitting on driveways. i dont know why but i love doing that.
• the awesome ghetto guy in my global class. hes funny haha.
• lauren bringing me back something from paris. she'll be back next sunday. soo far awayy!
• scrap booking with zoe and the lady she babysits for, trisha (i think im doing that on saturday...?)
• gabe the mexican talking to me. it completely made my day on monday. i see him all the time but we havnt spoken any words at all this year until monday!
• nina. she is my one and only little fuzzy butt.
• the telephone video that zoe made me watch. its sooo creepy haha.
• listening to music. it just sorta makes everything better.
• bright orange nails. they're fun :]
• long thought out posts. i didnt used to do them. but this post took me a while because i actually thought of a bunch of things that i love now.
• new stuff. (my charlie the unicorn bag that says "i am the banana king!" and my new hoodie and sweat pants from aerie.)

kay thats for this week :]

-dana

really long update type thingy.

happy monday everyone! i hope all of your days are going swell. my day was fantabulous. well, for the most part. its funny because today actually wasnt one of my best days but for some reason i just block out all of the bad parts.
i spent a third of my school day in the band room. yes im a band geek. but i havnt practiced the songs much so i had to get caught up. my stomach started hurting and i dont know why but it hurt for a few periods. i got mad in lunch.
ok so i have this like secret hate for chandler but ill talk about that another time. but he sat at my table and khang shot an orange peel at zoes table and they asked who did it and chandler goes "DANA! *points at dana*" and i absolutely hate being blamed for stuff i didnt do so i was like "i didnt do that you liar!" and i started shooting orange peels at him. then he went and sat at a table near me and chelsea followed cuz shes a creeper and she told veronica to come too so she did. so i was alone at the table and they actually were like laughing at me im like really? you're so mature.
so the next few classes were ok. then i went to programming which is my favorite class and the class with my freshmen. so my teacher said we had to make a "get method" and i didnt recognize those words and also i thought they could have learned it before i was in the class. haha so i said "i dont know what that is" and melissa goes "yeah you do we just did it like last week." and i was like oh well i dont remember and then she said something like oh and you think you're so smart or something and im like wth? so class went normal.
then on the bus brian looked upset and he said to me earlier that he wanted to talk to me so i asked him why he was upset and he said "reasons" and melissa comes in and says "because people are all up in his business." and i sarcastically said "oh really who?" because i was obviously in his business then. and she said "like everyone and you right now dipshit." im like seriously wtf?! so i just ignored her.
then i came home and home was normal. just how home always is. so theres my day for ya.

you wanna know something i find really funny? science has always been my worst subject. i got straight Cs in living environment. i failed earth science. and now im in chemistry. and guess what? i have an A+. and out of all of my grades, its my highest. shocker right? and another funny thing about that is... im gonna fail the final. i have no doubt that i will fail. i got a 56 on the midterm after the curve. on the final, there is no curve. so im screwed. but ill pass the class and thats all that matters to me.
so theres only about 2 people who read my blog and they already know what im about to say but im going to say this anyways to inform the imaginary readers that i have. so i have a new boyfriend. hes great. the only downfall to this is that i lost my best friend over it. you see, he is her brother. and we've already had problems with this but idk. this just sorta happened like this. is it for the better? for the worse? im not sure right now but i'll figure it out and i'll go with what i think is right.
right now im listening to the all american rejects and i miss the CD i had. i got it in the 7th grade and i let my friend borrow it and i never saw it again. but i have some of the songs on the computer and i love them soo much. it really brings back some haley memories. mostly of when we went to darien lake for her 12th birthday. that was realllly fun. as much as i dont like haley now, we had some goooood times.
so anywhoo this is a realllly long post. so im going to end it now. i hope you all have a good night. im going to bed now :]

-dana

things i love thursday :]

• the good feeling you get when you call in to where you applied and they tell you to call back. like in a good way. like "ok we'll look you over, call back."
• knowing most of the words to a rap. makes me feel like a gangster :]
• making plans to go to a movie with a group of friends.
• my mommys homemade mac n cheese. yuuuuummy!
• getting some friends and going  somewhere to eat. great time to socialize too!
• music. it makes life soo much better.
• warm weather! not having to wear a coat to school is great! and i just love it. the whole sunshine warmth pretty everything! i love the wind blowing on me on a nice warm day.
• saying something and everyone taking it completely sexual.
• telling your teacher to "shut up" and then realizing what you said and saying "oh my god, im sorry! dont shut up!" haha
• babysitting! its how i get my money at the moment :]
• making the best of a bad situation. its not worth it to stay upset.
• having a boyfriend :]
• noticing things that others dont. ex.1 i noticed a typo in our programming paper! ex.2 i noticed me and my mommys coffee tasted like iced tea and not coffee... the lady accidentally put tea in it >.<
• savoia bakery! its soo pretty!

alrightt thats it for this week!

-dana

a whole year?!

WOO! guess what? it's been exactly a year since i started this blog! so to celebrate a whole year ill post some pictures of me and my friends over the year! :]

someday...

i want to have my own cute little house. i want it to be completely original. i want to have cute little knick knacks (sp?)

 

id like some cute mugs that whenever i see them i get a smile on my face and a nice feeling inside.

 

maybe a nice, unique coffee table in the middle of my living room. i think thatd add a nice, awesome touch to everything. 

 

i really like this living room. i want a red couch. and pretty paintings on the walls. i like this a lot, but im not sure if my house will be as nice looking fancy ish. ya know? haha

happy birthday anna!

anna is my school buddy. we've been school buddies since 7th grade. sadly we only have one class together this year which is chem but whatevs. we argue over the stupidest things and its soo funny! haha so anywho she is 16 today! so i hope her day is great!

happy birthday hobo!

aka steve. haha you're eighteen noww. an adult! i remember when you were 16. haha even though it wasnt all that long ago. i remember when i used to like you haha.. im glad nothing happened between us thoughh. you and caty are so cute together! haha so anywhoo i remember one time you, me, and haley went to the movies! we sat in the very front row and me and haley were acting crazyy. fun timess. ao i hope you had a great birthday! :]

-dana

little letters

dear mysterious kitty,
you are soooo adorable! i loved how you're so friendly and not afraid of me. i dont know where you live or where you came from but i love you. i hope you hang out near my house a lot so we can be friends :] hahaha.

dear summer,
you are on your way. you're trying to break though the winter-ness. the sun is shinning and the snow is melting. you make me happy. i know spring comes first but whatevs. i never really liked summer as a child because i was such a nerd and loved being in school. well, i still love school but i really love summer so much more now! sooo many memories are made in summer. its amazing <3

dear stores to which i applied,
i hope one or more of you will accept me. it would be amazing to work at any of you. im really hoping either American Eagle or Dunkin Donuts. the others would be nice too but these two are my favorites. so please hire me :]

dear owl city,
i like your song vanilla twilight. my favorite part is "the silence isnt so bad till i look at my hands and feel sad cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly." when i first heard that i was like "awww! thats soo cute!" haha :]

dear music from the past,
not really the past but before 2010. i love you. i love hearing songs from like a few years ago and i get memories from them. like when i hear cupids choke hold i think about 7th grade and riding on the bus because thats when i would listen to it. and when i hear fall for you i think about 2 summers ago when i spent a week at my daddys house. i love memories :]

-dana

happy birthday sophie!

you are fifteen now! i remember my fifteenth birthday like it was yesterday. i was so proud to be fifteen cuz it seemed so like old/cool aged lol. idk maybe im just crazy. whatevs. i hope your day was wonderful :]

-dana

things i love thursday

 

• making cute little books in chemistry about HCl (hydrogen chloride) going on a boat ride and then falling in the water and drifting apart to become NaCl (sodium chloride) and H2O (water).
• watching a million awesome youtube videos with my bestie. youtube = life.
• having over 70 shirts and still not knowing what to wear to school.
• scrap booking.
• cookie cake.
• awesome shirts with dinosaurs and penguins on them :]
• bright orange nail polish.
• alice and wonderland. anyone going to see it? i want to but i have no money and nobody to go with.
• nina!
• my clean bedroom :]
• music on the radio. im really liking the songs they're playing now. most of them are really catchy.
• going to planet fitness! my goal is to lose 20 pounds by july. 4 months. i can do it!
• having deep conversations with my mommy.
• bowling. i havnt gone since my birthday party. i need to get some money and go with friends sometime.
• charlie the unicorn stuff at hot topic.
• making references to books. it makes me feel smart :]
• going all natural. aka not wearing make up and not straightening my hair <-- thats what i did today! 

huzzah! im done :]

-dana

a letter to you.

dear boy,
i like you a lottt. i dont know how it started... maybe it was the harmless flirting... not so harmless i guess. you may think its kinda creepy that i stalk you via internet but you dont know... so its all good haha. it really sucks that you dont like me back. but i look at your blog and every little thing i see on it just makes me like you more. you're sensitive and sweet and real. you're so down to earth and you're just like amazing. you know i like you, but i dont think you know how muchh i like you. and it really sucks for me because you probably think im just some silly little girl whos crushing on you. i know we text and i guess you could say we're friends, but we're not really. i dont think you even like me as a friend that much and that makes me sad. because even if you didnt like me, id love to be like good friends with you. but i dont think that'll happen. *sigh* i guess ill just have to keep secretly liking you. maybe in the future we'd become something more? nothing wrong with hoping. :]

-dana

Hello, March!

 dear march,
you're not the best month because you still have the wetness and coldness of leftover winter. but i am welcoming you with open arms anyways because you start spring! once all the snow passes and theres no slush you will be a wonderful month indeed! all of the animals with start to come out of their winter hiding places and be pretty warm little creatures. flowers and plans will start growing and the world will just be soo much prettier! there are also bunch of birthdays in you and each one special. i'll try to remember posting happy birthday notes for them :] so yeah, march should be fun. spring should be fun. almost ending my sophomore year should be fun. good bye :]