things i love thursday!

• my lovely boyfriendd
• blonde moments. they're all my life is haha.
• being special in my programming class because im the only sophomore and im not in IB like the rest of them.
• going to summer jam! remember i went last year? well im going again this year! june 8th.
• listening to music. im alwaysss listening to musicc. its awesomeee!
• the butterflies in your stomach feeling you get while talking to or being with the person you likee.
• holding hands. its my favoritee.
• being outside. so much more fun than being inside. especially now that the weathers nice!
• painting your nails different colors!
• being happy. thats always a good thing :]

alrightyy i guess im done for this week. my tummy hurts right now :[ boo. so yeahh. bye.

-dana

today was fun!

it was prety much just like every other day i have except for the fact that i got a boyfriend todayy! guess who?? its aaron! him and melissa came to my house and hung out for a few hours after school today. melissa left at 4 and aaron stayed for about another hour. we just hung out and had fun and stuff and right before he left he asked me out! and it was definitely the best time a guy asked me out so far. because ive always had it over text and i was too nervous but no, not with him. i wasnt nervous at all and he looked me in the eyes while asking. ive never been looked in the eyes while being asked out and i wanted to be. i just thought it was sweet. and we were holding hands and we hugged and stuff. no kisses yet thoughh. anywhoo so yeah today was kinda fun :]

-dana

spring break

is basically over! heres my week:
Friday after school i walked to east and met up with caty and her friends. we all walked to the auditorium theater where the day of silence dance was! it was uber fun and very different. but in a good way. i'll probably go again next year if i can go with caty. then me and caty took a bus to jessicas school where we got mega bored listening to a guy preach for like 2 hours. then the 3 of us walked to friendlys and got a huge ice cream nd harassed julius! then andrew and jolana picked us up and we slept over at jessicas house.
Saturday my mom picked me up and took me home. lauren came over and it was boring. my daddy picked me up around 5 and i got to drive around and then i went babysitting. then kathee drove me home with my $40 and i went to sleep. most boring day of my week.
Sunday i drove around some more and i drove myself home from my daddys house which was fun. i enjoy driving. then i was just home and matt and jess and stephen came over. we just hung out for a bit and then they were gonna leave and come back later. so they left and came back later around 12am but without stephen. so the 4 of us, matt, eric, me, and jess,played a game and stayed up till about 5am. then we went to sleep.
Monday my mommy woke me and jess up around 8am and we got coffee at wilson farms and went to catys house! we started recording ourselves doing awesome stuff because we're going to make a music video! we went to the park behind 16 school and hung out there for a bit. then we went back to catys and jess went home. then me and caty went shopping and stuff. and we made food and did other stuff i cant really remember lol. then we went to bed!
Tuesday we woke up and made cookies and stuff. and watched tv and i really cant remember much. haha. anyways so i went home and hung out at home for a little bit and then i went over to zoes house. we went to her neighbors house and watched glee. then we went back to her house and watched the whole first season of glee. im now addicted. we stayed up until 3:30am when her dad told us to go to sleep.
Wednesday in the morning zoe straightened my hair and i went home. around 12:30 i hung out with hakiere and his little brother ihsaan at the park near my house. aaron met up with us and we went to hakieres house. we played mario cart and brawl and i lost in both of them. blah i suck at video games. then we went outside and played monkey in the middle and that was really fun. we hung out all day and aaron walked me home around 8:30pm. then i texted them until i fell asleep.
Thursday started off the same as wednesday except i was home. melissa and hakiere came to my house around 12:30 and we all went to the park again. aaron met up with us again and we played tag for a little while. then we all went back to hakieres house and played video games again and then went outside and played monkey in the middle. i fell and scraped my arm but it was still fun. then at 4 me and melissa walked home. me and my mom and eric went to the mall and met up with lauren. we ate and shopped a little and then went home. then we went to the movies and saw valentines day. it was really good. then we went home and i texted people and went to sleep.
Friday melissa and aaron were the first over at my house. we hung out inside for a while and then went outside so i could attempt to roller blade. i kind of sucked lol. then hakiere came and aaron had to leave. then we went inside and melissa had to leave. so it was me and hakiere all day! we went to his house and i played video games with his little brother for a bit but then it got boring so we watched phineas and ferb and me and hakiere were kinda having a tickle fight haha. i was laughing so hard i started crying. then we went back to my house and hung out and watched malibus most wanted. then aaron came over at 8pm and hakiere had to go home. so me and aaron played tap tap and just like hung out for 2 hours. then he went home too. then i was texting him until i fell asleep.
Today my mom woke me up and i drove us to the public market. we walked around and bought veggies and whatnot and i bought a little cheesecake. then we went out for lunch at wendys. then i drove us to supercuts and i got my eyebrows waxed. then we went to wegmans. then we came home and i came on the computer and and typing this! in a few hours i will go to my daddys house and i guess we're going to this park thingy and then im staying over there until tomorrow.
so i have had a very eventful week! very busy. and on monday i will be going back to school. i will get an answer from delmar on if he wants to go out or not but im not so sure if i do anymore. so ill update on that when the time comes. hope you all had a fun week. bye :]

-dana

things i love thursday

• hanging out with the boys multiple days in a row. (hakiere and aaron)
• playing monkey in the middle. its fun :]
• playing video games... which i kinda suck at. but im not a sore loser so its all good!
• shopping, which i hadnt done in forever until today!
• yogen fruz! its the best of the best.
• watching the whole first season of glee. its amazing. point blank.
• not being afraid of getting dirty. it makes me feel like im a little kid again. i even fell and scraped my arm today.
• making cookies. thats always fun. especially when you do it with your bestie.
• spring break. no school. soo much fun.

thats all for now. and just a little update on boys: i like aaron. i might still like delmar, but i havnt talked to him in a few days and i dont even think about him so obviously i didnt like him that much. aaron i never stopped liking really. and ive spent the past 2 days with him soooo i kinda like him a lot right now! so heres a list of boys who i know like me: delmar. aaron. hakiere. its funny because i never would have thought these guys would like me, until they told me. so anywho yeahh spring break is fun. i hope you're all enjoying the week!

-dana

little letters.

dear spring break,
im not grounded this year! so i can enjoy you and your wonderfulness! i've already had fun bestie time with my besties and ive done some driving. now i just gotta hang with the rest of my friends :]

dear delmar,
i like you a lot. but i only see you in school. and besides school i can talk to you on facebook but not a lot. you said on monday you will let me know if we are gonna go out or not. the only thing holding you back is chandler. well i hope he doesnt effect your decision.

dear aaron,
i like you a little. if me and delmar dont go out i see you in my future. you're funny and you like me too. you're my bestie and even if we dont go out we're still gonna hang out and be awesome!

dear summer,
hurry  up and get here. i can not wait to go swimming and go to amusement parks and go to concerts and go to the beach and have week long sleepovers! and camp will be fun because zoe might be there! oh this summer will be one to remember. :]

dear music,
you are my ultimate best friend. i know im always saying how music is amazing and makes everything better but its true! music just makes my mood go from whatever to greatt! id probably be depressed if i didnt have music.

so im not sure if you've noticed but i kinda only like freshmen. chandler. freshman. devin. freshman. delmar. freshman. aaron. freshman. like whats up with that? i need some older friends haha. anywho you know what else i like more than others? odd numbers. i like them better than even numbers. im not sure why but i do. hehe im an odd individual. oh well :] have a lovely spring break!

things i love thursday :]

• the fact that delmar likes me back!
• being extremely amazingly happy. wow eric just pissed me off wtf.
• good music making my happy mood turn even happier. if i was any happier, i might explode.
• chocolate chip cookies! yumm :]
• picnics in my backyard on a twister mat. i've had two of them now. soo fun!
• not talking all day, which is what ill be doing tomorrow for two reasons. 1)day of silence 2)protesting uniforms at my school.
• being on the phone for hours with my bestie!
• being outside. outsideness makes me happy.
• being funny. even though not many people will admit it, i am very funny. like i dont crack jokes or anything but i just say random stuff thats funny as a mofo.
• google! whenever i dont know something... google!
• my art project. i didnt like it... but i added a quote to it and now i love it. its amazing how something so small can affect how i feel.
• being happy. i know i've said this a thousand times but its never enough. im just so happy :]
• the day of silence dance tomorrow with caty and her friends!
• walking! its fun and good for you. i like walking, especially if im with people i like.

i guess thats all for this thursday :)

-dana

the great wonders of april 13th.

it was like a million peoples birthdays today! but the most important one to me was brandon! my bff haha. so happy birthday brandonn. you're finally my age :]

also i dont really talk about this much anymore, but april 13, 2006 exactly 4 years ago, i got my first real boyfriend, billy dobson. oh can you say first love? im not actually sure if i loved him but i had lots of feelings for him. out of all the boys ive cried over, ive cried over him the most. anywhooo i have lots of lovely stories about him if youd ever like to hear... that is if you havnt already heard them haha.

also, i was just skimming through some of my recent posts and caty was right. i am very fickle. i had a hugeee crush on corey less than ten days ago and now i have a mega crush on delmar. but as i explained to her, i have no clue who i could end up with so whenever i get a little crush i try to do something about it and if it works out, it works out. if not, why stay hooked on it when i can move on and find someone who i might have a future with.

alrighty thats all for todayy :]
-dana

love is what makes you smile when you're tired.

sooo today was pretty awesome if i do say so myself. but lets go back to last week really quick. me and delmar got "married" and we acted all couple-ish. i started developing a crush on him. i told a few people and i guess zoes friends guessed and zoe made a face so they thought it was true and they told delmar. i felt all weird after that because i was sure he didnt like me. i acted kind of shady around him for the past 2 days just because i thought things would be weird.welllll, melissa talked to him and found out that he likes me too! but he thinks i might not like him now because melissa asked me and i said no because i didnt want rumors to start. sooo i got alllll extra happy when i found this out. and so i am going to talk to him in school tomorrow and tell him i like him and talk to him about us possibly dating. because he said he might not want to because it causes drama and because i dated chandler aka his bff. but ill try to wokr things out. hopefully something good will come out of this :]

-dana

TV teaches you a lot.

weather you want to believe it or not.

phineas and ferb taught me that the little thing on the tip of a shoelace is called an aglet. they even have a cute little song for it "A-G-L-E-T aglet! dont forget it!" and they repeat that over and over :)
they also taught me that if i put my mind to it, i can do anything! like building a rocket or fighting a mummy or climbing up the eiffel tower. discovering something that doesnt exist or giving a monkey a shower! hehe if any of you watch phineas and ferb you'll get why what i just said was funny :]

hannah montana taught me that if theres something that you enjoy doing, you shouldnt let people hold you back. and also that if you love someone, you should tell them the truth. because lying will only hurt them more. like in the one episode where lilly cant sing and miley tried to help her and ends up making her look bad. she says that singing is just something to do for fun and everyone should be able to do it even if they dont have the best voice.

We haven't met
And that's okay
'Cause you will be asking for me one day
Don't want to wait
In line
The moment is mine believe me
Don't close your eyes
'Cause it's a chance worth takin'
And I think that I can shake you
I know where I stand
I know who I am
I would never run away when life gets bad, it's
Everything I see
Every part of me
Gonna get what I deserve
I got nerve 

^^lyrics from a hannah montana song :] 

driving is

fun! my daddy took me out driving yesterday and i really enjoyed it. it was more intense than what i had usually done and i felt all grown up :] there were cars all over coming towards me, behind me. and i even had to go throught a big intersection. haha that scared me a little but i did it! and then i went into the subway parking lot and parked! and then i drove myself to kathees house (kathee is the person i babysit for). it was awesome. i cant wait until i actually get my license. that probably wont be for a while thoughh.
:)<3

things i love thursday.

• nice warm weather.
• thunderstorms.
• nina and her silly ways.
• having soft hair.
• swimming.
• being married to delmar.
• maybe crushing on my husband >.<
• wearing flip flops.
• taking showers.
• taking pictures.
• being happy; laughing; smiling.
• cute boys.
• singing loudly with friends.
• reading.
• procrastinating.
• having your nails painted.
• babysitting.
• watching disney channel.
• hannah montana marathons.
• good movies.
• asians :)
• khang. 

also today is khangs 16th birthday! so happy birthday to him :] i hit him 2 times and he kicked me... so i stopped. hahah. :]

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

a lot of songs remind me of someone. they bring up different memories and it makes me happy. i think about all the good times i had while listening to these songs. (:


what hurts the most - rascal flatts: brittany ochterbeck. we would be on the phone and shed blast music and wed scream sing to it. this was one of the songs. we loved it. this was back in like either 7th or 8th grade.
the curse of curves - cute is what we aim for: andrew angelico. we used to talk all the time on aim back in the 8th grade. he suggested this song. ive loved it ever sense.
it ends tonight - the all american rejects: haley mayer. this was my favorite song and she was my favorite person. we went to darien lake for her 12th birthday and we listened to this song and others on the CD the whole time.
the great escape - boys like girls: jessica hollister and caty morse. this is just our song haha. we all loved it when we became friends.
love drunk - boys like girls: lauren hall. she used to loooove this song. i heard it for the first time because of her. also, me, her, and kelly saw them at the summer jam!
mad - neyo: chandler scott. this was our song. we always fought and i loved this song at the time and i told him to listen to it and he was all "this should be our song!"
so sick - neyo: billy dobson. we dated in the 6th grade and this was my favorite song in the 6th grade. so i listened to it all the time and i thought about him all the time. haha.
fall for you - secondhand serenade: dillon cavalli. i liked him summer 08. and this was my favorite song that summer. i remember i spent a week at my dads house and i listened to this song and talked to him non stop.

theres a bunch more but im not saying every one. :]

i think i just died a little inside.

so i have this mega crush on this guy. ive posted about it before. and i have like nooo chance with him. but i had hope before! i had hope that maybe possibly if we talked more and stuff there could possibly be more than friendship. all my hopes and dreams about that are now crushed. would you like to know why? because someone asked him on formspring what his type of girl is. he said he didnt really have a type but then he said he'd be happy as shit if he found a short asian or black girl. i am not short, asian, or black. im tall and white. so grrr! but he did say he'd hang out with me over spring break. hmm... i guess friends will have to do. pshh who am i kidding? i'll never lose this little bit of hope still left. until he tells me himself that he doesnt like me, i will have some hope. but im totally not gonna ask him.

Tuesday Tips

1. take lots of pictures. capture every moment.
2. say hello to anyone and everyone. even if you dont know them.
3. dont be afraid to share your opinion. it’s what you believe. 
4. if you want to do or wear something, dont let others change your mind. do what you want to do.
5. go outside and breath in the fresh spring air. enjoy it while it lasts.
6. dont hold grudges. let go of the past and move forward. it’ll make you a lot happier.
7. blast some music. if you’re not feeling well, it’ll help. if you’re feeling fine, you’ll feel even better! 
8. ignore rude comments. dont fight back. its the mature thing to do.
9. sing! sing whatever, whenever. its fun (: 
10. dont be afraid to ask for help. its not something to be embarrassed about. everyone needs help every now and then.

thats it for this weeeek (:
enjoyy.

disclaimer: i got this from my bestie catyy!

happy rabbit hide eggs day!

thats what chandler texted me saying this morning. :]
so happy easter everyone! i hope you all had a wonderful day and did lots of fun things with the people you love. i went to syracuse to see my grandparents and uncle. we went out for dindin and then we had dessert at home. my uncle took me out driving! driving is soo much funn. so today was funn. now tomorrow im back off to school for another 2 weeks and then spring break! cant waitt :]

-dana

Hello April!

its april!!!! spring is in the air! i cant wait to go swimming and walk in the warm weather and do all the fun spring stuff. today the weather was amazingly warm! now we have a three day weekend and easter is on sunday! woo! fun stuff. alrightyyy. byee!

-dana

things i love thursday.

• having awesome bestie sleepover with my awesome bestie.
• baking cookies... with our hands!
• watching cute little movies.
• feeding layne. lmao
• eating my hands hahah.
• insiders.
• cake in a cup. cake in a cup. looking like a fool with your cake in a cup.
• jumping on the bed and dancing like 5 year olds.
• building forts!
• me and catys awesome secret handshake. 
• me. me me  me me me me me. dana dana dana dana me.:]

im doneeeee