my cat nina.

oh i love my cat so much. her name is Nina. she is calico and something with long fur. shes the cutest little cat ever! ive had her for about 5 years now. she is one of my most prized possessions... but im not sure if shes counted as a possession. oh well. anyways if she died or i had to give her up, id be broken. i love her so much!
heres a bit about her.
shes very playful. she will bite and scratch just because shes in a playful mood. shell scratch is you pull her tail (obviously, but i do it anyways). she has the cutest little kitten meow. still sounds like a baby. she puuuuuurs! she likes sleeping with me (in a totally non sexual way). she will lay on me or next to me. she will randomly open doors whenever she feels like it. and she attacks the other cats! they dont really like her.
so today me and my mom were talking about and my mom said she loved the other 2 cats more then nina *gasp* how could that be!? was she serious? yes she was! she said if she could go back in time and give nina away so we didnt have her she would. i was shocked! and so i went over to nina and started kissing her and telling her i loved her mucho even if mommy didnt! so anyways i love my nina very much and would never give her up!

also me and chandler broke up yesterday. i will not go into details or anything cuz you dont need to know. its my business not yours :]
byee!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

future hubby.

are all guys seriously the same? like i thought that there were a few guys that were nice. well... i want one! where did they all go? i cant seem to find one. and thats not fair. i just want a boy whos gonna treat me right. and he has to be a cutie! now... i found the perfect boy for me. and we will get married. his name is mario. he is part of the local band 'catch me if you can'. hes uber cute and he can sing like woah. and he talked to me!! it so soo romantic! true story. you can even ask caty! she was with me! and i have pictures. ill post them up sometime! so anywho... boys are dumb. i am perfect and therefore i need mario because hes famous. hehe. peace!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

name meanings.

have you ever wondered what your name means? well your about to find out! im gonna look up some names of my friends on http://www.urbandictionary.com/ and post them on here. and im listing only the first answer. not the second or third etc.
im first!

Dana:

sexy,good in bed, gangsta,funny

Caty:

a very attractive looking female. killer body, blonde hair, and blue eyes. tall and tan.

Jessica:
a wonderfull name that means "gracious gift from God"

Brittany:
A girl that commonly gets mistaken for a slut or being easy, but often is a smart and beautiful person. She knows what she is talking about and can be very wise.

Chandler:
meaning one who brings light

Dillon:
Synonym to the word 'Perfect'

Khang:
To get served, dissed, or insulted really badly.

Steve:
A thong that is visable above the trouser line of a girl. A useful word when spotting a thong or pointing one out without the girl knowing.

Ashley:
a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody

Sophie:
an all around cool chick

Zoe:
Girls name. Originates from Greece, meaning life.

Allie:
clowns that can turn into aliens

ill add more laterr :]

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

inspiration.

so i have recently read one of my ex friends blogs. it made me a little emotional and it really made me realize some things. it made me realize that you have to let some things go in your life, even some good things. you can't hold onto everything forever. her blog was almost all about me and our friendship. and i have to agree with it 100% as much as i want it back. heres part of her blog:
"it's always hard to let go of it and move on. you always have that little voice in the back of your hand everytime you play grand theft auto, or stay up late, or dye your hair, or eat tofu icecream and pulled pork, or come across old photobooth pictures. the past doesn't go away. you just have to try to remember the good, instead of the bad. and put your energy into your future. it's alot more fulfilling, i hear. you also have to see that just because you had to let go of someone in your past, doesn't mean you have to be mortal enemies. it's ok to miss them. you will if you really cared. that's just how things always are."
this is where i started to get emotional. we had a lot of good memories and i can just keep those and wash away the bad ones. i'll get past it all eventually. but this one blog that she wrote inspired me so much. it has taught me a lot. and even if we are never best friends again and even if we never talk to eachother again i want her to know i love her and always will. she is one of my heros. i will remember her and everything she has taught me for the rest of my life.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

dinner with his family.

i feel like going to the mall. hmm... maybe tomorrow my mom will take me and my step sister to the mall. that would be soo fun. it'd be more fun if i actually had more then $2 to buy something. but whatever. today im going to my boyfriends house. i didnt really want to... but his mom wont let him come to my house until i go there. so i am. im guessing dinner is going to be very awkward. he has 2 brothers who i know... but i dont know well. thats gonna be kinda awkward. i was thinking if it was just the rents and us it'd be fine but no you have to add the 2 older brothers. i even think dinner with friends and their families is a bit awkward haha. this will be... interesting. and what if i dont like what they're having for dinner? cuz i dont like a lot of foods. and these people are black... so im guessing they like chicken and stuff... well... i dont really like chicken lmfao. that was totally a racist comment... my bad. but seriously i dont like much meat. so... hopfully it will be something i'll like. wish me luckkk. hahaha.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

letter to my boyfriend

this entry is dedicated to my wonderful boyfriend!

Dear Chandler,
how do i startt? you've been my boyfriend for almost 4 months now. we have a lot of great memories together. yeah we've fought... a lot... but we got through it. we went through some tough times like our break up but look at us now. we're better then ever! we have many things we dont like about eachother. like how i hate how you get mad over really silly things. and how you hate when i dont tell you stuff. but we also love a lott of things too. like how i love how you can never stay mad at me for more then 10 minutes. and how you wait for me outside after school just to kiss me goodbye. how when im having a bad day you do whatever it takes to make me smile again. you're so sweet and i love hearing you're voice right before i go to sleep every night. and i always plan stuff out for when im going to see you but somehow it always fails. you're just really amazing and even though sometimes i really do want the monsters under your bed to eat you i still love you all the time. you're the best boyfriend i could ask for and moree <3
this is us. arent we cutee? haha (only picture we have at the momenttt!) but its a beasty ass picture rightt?! epic win! most deff.
:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D:]:D

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

womens pain.

why did god give us girls all the hard things in life? we are way more emotional then guys and have way more feelings. plus we have to go through all the pain and suffering of our periods, sex, and giving birth. hah even though i've only experienced one of these so far. every month or so we get awful cramps and get in bitchy moods. we can randomly bitch someone out for no reason! and then the horrible stomach pains! they are soo bad. and then taking a pill to stop the pain will take about a half hour to start working! i've had cramps so bad that i didnt know what to do. i was like freaking out it hurt so bad! and then we all know giving birth hurts! and what do guys get? a free child with no pain at all. well except the part when the woman is prego and he has to deal with her mood swings. thats another thing. during pregnancies we get morning sickness and all this bad stuff. the guys just have to take care of us... and then they complain about how we're acting! we really cant help it. yupp but hopefully i wont be in that position for at least 5 years. i dont know how well that will turn out to be haha. good bye :]

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

fuck that!

im so fucking sick and tired of people talking about stuff that isnt their business! like seriously what right do you have to say that i treat my boyfriend badly?! are you in the relationship!? i dont think so. is he complaining to you on how im such a bad girlfriend to him?! i dont think so. and then go and say im playing with him like a puppet on strings and that hes stupid but doesnt know any better cuz hes young. wtff is that!? and you're gonna go be friends with him acting like hes your best buddy when really you think hes soo fucking dumb for dating me still. well you wanna know what i think of that?! FUCK YOU! i dont fucking care what the fuck you do with your life. you can go drop out of high school and do nothing with your fucking life because you'll get nowhere! and i really have no point in doing this because you'll never ever read this. blahh whatever. i feel better getting a few words out. i'd laugh if you somehow did see this though. whatevs. just stay the fuck out of my business. bye.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

most amazing dream.

lalalalalalala. :] i had the most amazing dream ever last night. and it made me think. and i also feel bad for thinking this. so heres my dream. well lets start off with saying this, im into black guys. no racist stuff but i find them very attractive. ok so i was in this school thing and there were a bunch of guys waiting for basketball practice. and one of them caught my eye. he was sooo amazingly cute and he was very muscular and big and stuff. and we just sorta met and it was like love at first sight.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

good grades.

so i am like so proud of myself. and you know how when you're proud of yourself you just wanna go and tell someone what you've done to make yourself so proud? well im like that and right now i just feel like telling the world why im so proud! i might be getting straight As in school this marking period. meaning i might get a 4.0 which was one of my goals this year. this is also very exciting because i got 2 Fs in earth science this year and now my grade in that class is an A+! i used to be all about my friends and boyfriend and just having fun. but i think that i've learned they are not everything and some things are more important. so i think i've been more focused on my school work and my grades. i thought i'd tell you all because i really can't tell anyone else. if i try telling my mom she'll only listen to the first thing i say and then just stop paying attention. my dad only listens because he doesnt see me much and wants to make it up to me. my boyfriend doesnt care because hes concerned about his grades. and my best friends... arent really best friends anymore. and now this weekend im going to be at my dads house... which is horrible! he moved in with his girlfriend a few months ago. shes fine. but she has 2 teenage daughters that i hate. Kelly (14 years) and jessica (18 years) they are both spoiled brats that will do anything to get what they want. i cant stand them. and when im over there i have to share a room with kelly >.< so basically this weekend is gonna suckk. oh well. peace out home skillet.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

movie scene.

you know how in some movies theres a boy who loves his girlfriend very much. and she loves him back. but nobody else really likes her and they all think hes too good for her. and he has a best friend (who's a girl) and they have known eachother for a long time. and the girl best friend loves him too. and then in the end it always ends up that the guy dumps his girlfriend and goes out with the best friend. well i think im in one of those situations. and im the girlfriend :[
goodbye.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

The first of many!

As you can see this is my first blog. So basically im just going to introduce myself to you. My name is Dana. I'm 15 years old and i'm a freshmen. I live with my mom, step dad, brother and three cats that i love to death. I also have a step sister. I have great friends even though i just lost one because of stupidity. I have an amazing boyfriend who goes by the name of Chandler. I love pretty much all animals even though i'm scared to death of some. Sharks are my main fear. Other fears are ghosts and this may sound weird but dead people. I can not go too close to a person at a funeral. I play the flute and love music of all kinds. I get along with many people, unless you piss me off right away. I'm really good at rockband. I can pretty much play anything on expert. I have really high self esteem and sometimes it comes off as me being conceited. I'm not conceited i just think im really good at a lot of things and i love my body. I really do care about a lot of people and if i see someone cry i may just start crying as well. i love all water creatures but i will never go into an ocean. Some of my goals in life are to visit Rome, Italy. Paris, France. and Barcelona, Spain. So i guess thats all for now. Ohh and i loveee tacos! Peace!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana