goodbye june!

dear june,
you have been a fun month. i got to spend time with a bunch of my friends this month. i ended school this month. i even had my 2 month anniversary this month. so many things have happened this june and all of them were great! i will never again see a day in june in 2010. but i cant wait for june 2011. im sure it'll be just as fantabulous!

-dana

p.s. i start summer school this coming tuesday for geometry and hopefully caty will be in my class! having her there will at least make it less scary than it was last year when i didnt know a single person. so wish us luckk! :]

2 months and more

today is the 2 month anniversary of me and aaron! and he actually knew it unlike last month when he didnt. so anywho... he came over today and we hung out for a longg timee. and i just realized i still have his bracelet... dont ask why he has one haha. so anywhooo... yeah today was funn. and i might hang out with brittany laterr! yayy haha.
in other news... my ex step dad is gone for good. he moved all of his things out and gave us back the key. we're gonna get the locked changed anyways just in case. we are also getting a new fridge because ours is broken and isnt keeping anything cold.
also, mel graduated on friday and i attended the ceremony. afterwards we went to a hotel with her mom and her moms partner and me and mel got our own hotel room and we stayed the night there. in the morning her moms partner gave us each $25 and we were at the outlet mall in waterloo and we had a fun day shopping!
lauren also graduated on friday i think... but she hasnt talked to me in ages so i wouldnt know. i dont really like her right now. and i cant wait when her boyfriend leaves and she wants to come be friends with me and eric again because thats kinda impossible since her dad no longer lives here. eh, whatevs.
so thats all for nowww! i hope you're all having a lovely summer :]

-dana

little letters.

dear summer,
you are officially here. now i can do whatever i want. i can go hang out with friends. go to the beach or a park. go out to eat or get ice cream. i can stay out late and look up at the stars. i can be free. my best friend is going to france in a couple weeks, but besides that i think this summer will be ahh-mazing. and besides the fact that i have summer work for my APUSH class in the fall.

dear creation camp,
i am oh so sorry that i will not be attending this year! it saddens me greatly.  everyone will be arriving this sunday. and i will not. i wish i could and im going to miss all of you soooo much! especially jebedia! im gonna miss all the fun activities and all the awesome camp counselors. and ill miss campfire most of all. that was always my favorite part.

dear babysitting job,
where have you gone? i havnt babysat in foreverr! i have no money what so ever and i kinda want some. its nice to have even just a little so that if i want i can just go out and do something like go get ice cream with a friend. also while zoe is in france trisha will need someone to babysit her kids and she already asked about me so im hoping she will call me.

dear aaron,
i saw you yesterday for like an hour. and we're still doing this whole one a week thing. its kinda bugging me. you're alwaysss busy. or at least thats what it seems like. monday is our 2 month anniversary and if i dont get to see you ill be sad. for the past month now we've only seen eachother like once a week. its not fun. i really want to see you a lot more. i guess its better than nothing.

dear mel mel,
we went riding our bikes in the pouring rain yesterday and it was soo much fun! but then you hit a pole and flipped off. i hope you're okay. i know you seemed pretty okay at my house yesterday but right when it happened you didnt look too good. we need to be more careful while riding bikes haha. i almost fell right in front of cars. that wouldnt have been good.

-dana

happy first day of summer!

so today pretty much started off amazing! i slept over at catys house so after her test we hung out for a little while until i went home. then when i got home, i was home alone for a bit so i showered and got ready because aaron was supposed to come over. a little later i got a text from him saying he couldnt come till later so i thought that was fine. and i just read all afternoon. then my mom came home and we made tacos for dindin and watched some tv and i read some more. then aaron texted me back way later saying we couldnt hang out because his dad was making him soo busy. so that just got me sad because i really wanted to see him. and so now im up on the computer while my mom and oh joy are down stairs arguing. and he seriously says some of the stupidest shit ever. and the whole fighting thing is just downing my whole mood.
anywhoo... good stuff... yeah lets talk about good stuff now... well my last exam is tomorrow! spanish. i know ill do fine... er... i hope. and summer started today so im all excited for that. hmm... yeah thats really all thats good right now >.<
more bad... zoes leaving for france in about 2 weeks and she'll be gone all summer. i might go to summer school. i might not get to see aaron a lot this summer because he has football practice and summer school. rents are fighting constantly. im not going to camp. ugh i just dont see this summer as being a good one.
i hope you all have fun summers.

-dana

so much for hope.

so i had hope that i passes my chem exam rightt. well i thought wrong! i got an even lower grade than i did on the midterm! i got a 51 >.< well i guess i always knew i was gonna fail. but guess what?! i also failed my global exam! i told you how i bullshitted the essay but i didnt think messing up on one essay would cause me to fail. i really thought i did everything else well. i've never failed any other subject besides science. not even like an F on my report card or anything. well i passed the classes though and i dont need to go to summer school. i just need to take these tests over in january. >.<

-dana

happy wednesday.

so ive taken 2 of my finals so far. yesterday i took global, which was alright. i think i passed and did well except for one essay. it said to name 2 individuals who have influenced a group or nation. they named some people to pick and i didnt know what any of them did so i chose these 2 guys and my essay was only 3 paragraphs long and said "john locke was important. he said some stuff and did some stuff. galileo was also important. he also said some stuff and did some stuff. obviously other people did too but i like these guys. we go way back." and my conclusion was only one sentence long... it said "anywho... people are important." so yeah i didnt do to gret on that essay haha but i did the rest of the test fine!
today i took chemistry which i was sure i was gonna fail. im not so sure about that now. i have some hope that i'll pass. on the midterm i didnt even read the questions. i just wrote random numbers down as my answers. and i got a 57. so i only needed less than 10 more points to pass. and today for the final i actually looked at all the questions and tried answering correctly. i still did guess on a bunch but im hoping that ill get that extra 10 points i needed so i can pass.
tomorrow im taking english which will be the easiest thing ever! english is always easy for me and i know exactly what i need to do. after my test is over im going to catys housee to hang with her and jess! fun stuff cuz i havent seen them in foreverrr! and then i have a 4 day weekend. and then on tuesday i have my spanish final which im thinking will be pretty easy. and then im done! until september when im a junior :]
i would ask to hear about your finals... but caty and sophie are the only people who read this and i can just ask you guys on facebook or something. so uhh... yeah. kaybye :]

-dana

sophomore finals

start tomorrow! i took 2 already in class and they were math and programming. i got 73/79 in math which was the highest grade in the class so im happy haha. and in programming... i got a 59. but sense im not technically in that class, and i came in half way through the year, my teachers have decided to give me a 76 because in my real class i would have gotten 100. and they said i was challenging myself and i did really good in the class. anywhoo... hear is my exam schedule:
tuesday june 15 aka tomorrow - (12-2pm) global history.
wednesday june 16 - (12-2pm) chemistry
thursday june 17 - (8-10am) english 2
tuesday june 22 - (12-2pm) spanish 3
and them guess what?! i will be considered a junior! isnt that amazing?! i feel soo olddd. and all my freshmen wont be freshmen anymore! they'll be sophomoress! high school is going by soo fast. like this year went incredibly quick. i remember how anxious i was on the first day. and next year we have to wear these fancy uniforms >.< ughhhh. whatevss. summer is almost heree and i cant wait :]

-dana

happy birthday mommy!

damnnn you're oldd! you've been alive for fifty years now! anywhooo i hope you have a lovely day on the erie canal and getting a pedicure! im gonna try to make you a cake or somethingg. i love youuu and you're the best mommy everr! so have a happy happy birthday! :]

-dana

so i totally forgot to do a things i love thursday yesterday but whatevs. im not doing one of those lists. theres not many things im happy about right now. so instead i will just inform you on a few more things that have happened in the past few days.
i finally got around to calling virgin mobile and a new phone is being sent to me. its still a $10 one without a keyboard but i can handle it. i was actually getting used to the non-keyboardness with the other one until it broke. and its funny because i text like all the time, youd think id die without having a phone. im actually okay with it. i mean, i do miss texting people and stuff but the only person i really wanna text and hold a conversation with is aaron. so other than not texting aaron, im fine with not having a phone. even though i do love having one :]
my mommys birthday is tomorrow. she is going to be 50 years old! i didnt get her anything because im broke but ill probably make her something tonight. i made her a mothers day picture thingy and she absolutely loved it! she framed it and now its hanging in our living room. also her and oh joy are officially divorced. so i no longer have a step dad or step sister. oh joy will continue living with us until about november but thats okay.
im in school and it is 4th period and i should be in art but my art teacher isnt here today so she told us to come to the library. so im in the library and we're all on computers. the lady came in and asked someone to get off that wasnt doing school related work so that a student could get on to do work. nobody said anything so i volunteered to get off. she was like "you are soo sweet! i dont want you to get off now. you can go on my computer." so now im sitting at the front desk in a nice big fancy chair on the computer. haha. being polite comes with good things.
2 days left of school until finals. im not too worried. i already took my math and programming ones in class. i know i passed my math one and i know i failed my programming one. but im not sure how my grades gonna work for programming because im not technically in that class. the class im in i would pass with flying colors. and the IB class that im unofficially in i was still passing with good grades. i just failed the final. but also i only came in the class in the middle of the year. im not too worried. im worried about my other finals too. i think im gonna fail chemistry. i really hope i dont but i think im gonna. i think i might barely pass spanish and i think ill pass global and i know ill pass english. english is always easy for me.
theres only about 2 people who i actually would enjoy talking to right now and thats melissa and aaron. everyone else is either pissing me off or i just havent talked to them in forever. zoe got mad because i didnt want to go help her clean out her locker. and she said on facebook "maybe if you werent so conceited youd have more friends" she said that on her status and it didnt say who it was about but i knew it was about me. ashley keeps confiding in aaron with all her issues. it kinda bothers me because she'll just take him away from me so she can tell him stuff. hakiere even said its annoying that she always has drama. so i figured hakiere would understand so today i said "i love how ashley keeps taking my boyfriend away from me" and he said "say something to her or stop bitching about it" soooo i was like whatever and just walked away.
yeahh so hopefully today is me and aarons once a week meetings arfter school >.< i would like to make it more than once a week. preferably everyday. summer is coming so i think it'll be better. anywhooo that would make me happy if he came over today. i dont have plans for this weekend sooo yeahh.
sorry this was just a long thing just about my life at the moment. if it bored you im sorry. if you didnt read the whole thing i understand. if you enjoyed it... well then thanks i guess. that means you find my life interesting.
have a lovely day :]

-dana

summer jam 2010

so i dont have any pictures yet but when i do ill put one up.
so the 98 pxy 2010 summer jam was tuesday night and it was awesomee. a bunch of people were crowd surfing and at first it was cool but after like 3 people did and people just kept falling it was like why bother? you're just gonna hurt people. stop being stupid. yeahh this one dude got like thrown towards me and his head hit my head mega hard and then he fell to the ground right at my feet. i have a bruise on my head now. besides that and the fact that my feet were killing me from standing for 5 hours straight, it was really fun. we got pretty close too. deff a fun night and im hoping ill do it again next yearr.

-dana

im not sure what to call you

i feel awful for neglecting this blog for so long! so i guess this post will just big a huge update.

• may 28th was me and aarons one month. we've only had one fight type thing so far but it wasnt even a fight. it was last wednesday. i got upset because we dont get to actually be together a lot and melissa and zoe wouldnt move over so we could sit next to each other on the bus. i know its silly but it upset me. then i was mad at aaron because he was ignoring me for a game. so  he walked me home and i was just being a bitch to him and stuff and when he tried to leave i pulled him back because i didnt want him to go but i couldnt find the words to say anything. so he left. and i started crying. i felt like an idiot for not saying anything and i was more upset with myself than anything. then i thought about how he said i was difficult and i cried more. i texted him apologizing for being a bitch and he made me feel better. so we're all good now but i miss him. which brings me to bullet numero dos!
• my phone broke. i was texting in the shower (i know, im an idiot) and it broke. so i bought a new one. it was a cheap one without a keyboard and it was only $10. i got it last friday. i was perfectly fine with it, even without a keyboard which surprised me, but guess what? this friday, it broke! it only lasted a week! so now i dont have a phone. im gonna call in and ask for an exchange because it only lasted a week which is some bull. so no texting. which is bad because thats how i communicate with aaron when im not with him because he doesnt have a facebook or anything and he doesnt like calling. boo :[
• this is the last week of my sophomore year! woo! i have school everyday this week and monday next week. then i have finals. i have a final on tuesday, wednesday, thursday, and the next tuesday. and then school is overr! im so excited for summer! but zoe is leaving me to go to france all summer long! so i wont have her at all. i would enjoy writing her letters though so i should ask her if we could do that haha. speaking of france...
• guess where im going next april?! Paris, France. London, England. and Barcelona, Spain. i am soooo freaking excited! its a school trip and it costs almost 4 thousand dollars. my gramma already gave me a thousand dollars for it. im gonna try to get a thousand myself by saving all the money i get between now and then. im going to save all my birthday, christmas, and babysitting money. im gonna try to get a job and that would contribute too. plus we're doing fund raising in school i think. a few people are saying "oh why are you going there? its a waste of time. all you're gonna do is look around and leave." but thats whats fun about it! and just the fact that im there will be soo exciting. anywho so yeah thats what im looking forward to.
• im also looking forward to summer jam! its tomorrow! i will be attending with my mother, step dad, lauren, her friend nicole, and her boyfriend kirk. im excited and not excited all at the same time. i think the people that are gonna be playing are freaking awesome! but i dont really want to go with lauren and her friends. i feel like ill be the odd one out. im the youngest and i really only know lauren. either way im sure it'll be fun.
• my mommys birthday is on saturday! she'll be 50! hakieres birthday is on the 15th. hes gonna be 15. haha its his special birthday. 15 on the 15th. also the birthdays in may that i forgot:
• jessica ashley hollister! may 20th. she had a sour sixteen. i enjoyed it even if she had a tough time. i hope she enjoys being 16 and  i love herr!
• scott morse. may 23rd. he is now 19. i dont really talk to him too much anymore but i hope he enjoys life still being a teenager.  not so grown up yet.
• my daddy! may 31st. he turned 47 i think ahaa. it was memorial day. we went to his parents house and went mini golfing and whatnot. it was fun :]

alrightyy thats all for now! ill make sure to post about summer jam. oh and i cant go to camp this year because we need that money for the trip to europe. yeah so i hope you all are having a lovely day!
-dana