little letters.

dear hair,
i loooove you! you have been the best hair ever for the past few days now. i've realized that if i take a shower the night before and put you in 2 french braids overnight and then straighten you in the morning, you will look really good! :]

dear spanish orals,
you are tomorrow! ahhh. im a little nervous but i dont think i really have a reason to be because i always get all the points! i will study a little bit tonight though because i've realized: studying does help.

dear non-existent job,
i want you to be existing! i want to work and get money so i can go out and do fun things on a regular basis! not once every few months. grrr. i applied to 6 places and no calls :[ booo.

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dear boyfriend,
you are amazing. you make me oh so very happy and im glad i have you. we havent even been together for a week yet... but i like you a lottt.

dear self,
you're fat. you need to do something about that. and you will. starting today. find the self control to not eat junk food and not sit at home all day.

dear warm weather,
you're here! today its actually hot outside! i walked outside wearing shorts and a tank top and i was still hot! now thats what i call good weather.

dear money,
i want to take you and spend you! i want to go out with my friends and have a good time! and go shopping! but no. i need to save you. for bigger and better things.

dear blog,
i love you. you are a place i can just write about everything and anything. i can be happy or sad or anything else on here. so thank you for being here :]

-dana

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dear spring break,
im not grounded this year! so i can enjoy you and your wonderfulness! i've already had fun bestie time with my besties and ive done some driving. now i just gotta hang with the rest of my friends :]

dear delmar,
i like you a lot. but i only see you in school. and besides school i can talk to you on facebook but not a lot. you said on monday you will let me know if we are gonna go out or not. the only thing holding you back is chandler. well i hope he doesnt effect your decision.

dear aaron,
i like you a little. if me and delmar dont go out i see you in my future. you're funny and you like me too. you're my bestie and even if we dont go out we're still gonna hang out and be awesome!

dear summer,
hurry  up and get here. i can not wait to go swimming and go to amusement parks and go to concerts and go to the beach and have week long sleepovers! and camp will be fun because zoe might be there! oh this summer will be one to remember. :]

dear music,
you are my ultimate best friend. i know im always saying how music is amazing and makes everything better but its true! music just makes my mood go from whatever to greatt! id probably be depressed if i didnt have music.

so im not sure if you've noticed but i kinda only like freshmen. chandler. freshman. devin. freshman. delmar. freshman. aaron. freshman. like whats up with that? i need some older friends haha. anywho you know what else i like more than others? odd numbers. i like them better than even numbers. im not sure why but i do. hehe im an odd individual. oh well :] have a lovely spring break!

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dear sickness,
go away. i like being healthy. healthy is fun! and its good for you... cuz its healthy. uh duh. hehe. i must admit, you are getting better... but you're not gone yet. you've stayed with me long enough. its been 6 days! holy cow. leavee! like now! please and thank you.

dear report card,
i dont like you very much right now. i just got my lowest gpa of a 3.39. ever since i got a 4.0 and 4.11 last year, my standards for my grades are really high. i like As. not Bs or Cs, As! i got 2 Cs, 4 Bs, and 3 As. that doesnt make me happy. i got 7 As last year.

dear the all american rejects,
i love you. i remember when i was in 7th grade you were my favorite band. sorry, you've been replaced by boys like girls, but i still love you. i was looking for your CD the other day but couldnt find it :[ you give me so many memories. i like it.

dear new moon,
you complete me. you're a movie of hot guys running around with no shirts on. who wouldnt love that? even the people who are anti-twilight should love that! and jacob black is soo beautiful. he is one of my many future husbands. we'll make little wolf babies.

dear music,
i dont know what id do without you. no matter what, if im in a bad mood and i listen to some music it will cheer me right up. me and eric are fighting? i go into my room and blast some music. next thing ya know im all happy and shit haha. you're like jesus in a disc. :]

xoxo, dana

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dear mysterious kitty,
you are soooo adorable! i loved how you're so friendly and not afraid of me. i dont know where you live or where you came from but i love you. i hope you hang out near my house a lot so we can be friends :] hahaha.

dear summer,
you are on your way. you're trying to break though the winter-ness. the sun is shinning and the snow is melting. you make me happy. i know spring comes first but whatevs. i never really liked summer as a child because i was such a nerd and loved being in school. well, i still love school but i really love summer so much more now! sooo many memories are made in summer. its amazing <3

dear stores to which i applied,
i hope one or more of you will accept me. it would be amazing to work at any of you. im really hoping either American Eagle or Dunkin Donuts. the others would be nice too but these two are my favorites. so please hire me :]

dear owl city,
i like your song vanilla twilight. my favorite part is "the silence isnt so bad till i look at my hands and feel sad cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly." when i first heard that i was like "awww! thats soo cute!" haha :]

dear music from the past,
not really the past but before 2010. i love you. i love hearing songs from like a few years ago and i get memories from them. like when i hear cupids choke hold i think about 7th grade and riding on the bus because thats when i would listen to it. and when i hear fall for you i think about 2 summers ago when i spent a week at my daddys house. i love memories :]

-dana

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dear alyssa,
i havnt seen you in over a year and today we are going to hang out.  i have no idea how its gonna be but im pretty sure nothings changed and we'll be just the same as we've always been. although the whole reason we arent that close anymore is your fault. you changed. you were just some cute little girl and then you went to high school and became gothic. no, thats not a bad thing but it was different. and then you got a boyfriend and you spend every single minute with him. dont you need some space every now and then? but besides all that, im glad i get to see you now.

dear nina,
i love you! you are my most favorite thing ever. when you die im definitely gonna cry. but you are sooo stupid and bipolar haha. we'll be laying in my bed all nice and you'll randomly out of nowhere attack me! and you open my door and then just sit in the hallway looking in. ugh stupid cat. i love you.

dear winter,
you are close to leaving. i can tell. this may be mean but... i will not miss you. i like it soo much better in the spring and summer when theres no snow and you can sit on the ground and be warm and walk places without freezing your face off! winter, you were fun when i was little but not so much anymore. so im ready for you to leave.

dear clothes,
i have sooo much of you. and i love you all but whenever i put some of you on im just like "eww i look gross" so i never wear you. im sorry for neglecting you soo much. im gonna try, once the snow is gone, to help myself so i will wear you more.

dear boy,
you're always on my mind. i love this little bet we've got going. because im totally gonna win and get that taco. and if i dont, ill still win. because the only way you're getting a taco is if you're with me. :]

love,
dana

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dear besties,
we are soooo funny. its amazing how we can just sit on a bed for hours and keep ourselves amused... in a non sexual way! lmao just thought id put that out there.

dear chandler,
you hugged me yesterday and i liked it! but i dont like you. and i think im over you... for the most part at least. which makes me happy because this means i can move forward with my life and not be stuck going on and off with you. we had fun and i wont ever forget about you, but its time to move on.

dear valentines day,
you are tomorrow. i love you even though most of the time i dont have a valentine. this year i do! but even when i didnt i loved valentines day. its just a sweet day where people are nice and cute and stuff. its awesome!

dear overachiever taco,
you werent very overachieving. you were good, but kinda wimpy. i should have gotten the fat sam like jess haha.

dear self,
you have to start eating healthier. maybe if you do that and exercise you'll get skinny! and then you'll feel better about yourselff. blahhh. lets make a plan!

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dear horrible brother,
i hate you. like more than anyone. i dont get why you're so mean to me. i've done nothing to you. you just dont like me for some reason. and i dont mean anything to you.

dear step sister,
i try so hard to get your attention... but it never works. you ignore me and spend all your time with my brother. you dont even realize you do it, even though i've said something about it more than once. maybe i should just give up.

dear degrassi,
you are an amazing yet over dramatic show. i love you haha. you keep me and zoe very amused.

dear chandler & melissa,
i really am trying to be happy for you. it might take me a while to get used to this but i will eventually. i hope things between us wont be awkward.

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i do these a lot now but i feel like this is a way to get my feelings out about things and its better than just in a paragraph.and it gives you hints as to what im doing these days.

dear rumors,
stop. all rumors in the whole wide world just stop. you are no good for anyone. you are a waste of time and i dont like you.

dear people who talk,
talk about nice things. make people feel better, not worse. is it funny to make fun of people? because i dont really think it is. its hurtful and stupid. it just shows how low self confidence you have.

dear chemistry,
i dont understand at all. im good at the stuff i do in class. but on your test i did horrible. 56 after the curve >.< so why must you be so difficult in test form?

dear self,
you are being very emotional and i dont get it. you're the happiest person ever but once you're alone and you think about something bad you turn to tears. it's been happening a lot lately.

dear friends,
thank you. you make me feel so much better. you keep my mind occupied and let me have a good time. also when im not having a good time you cheer me up. you guys are the best.

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dear january,
today is your last day of this year. you will be missed. you were a lot of fun this year. you brought me tears and laughter and butterflies in my tummy. and you also brought me the most amazing birthday ever. thank you.

dear daddy,
why are you so corny? you're soo lame haha. but i love you. and you know i do.

dear sun,
im glad you're out! i love you soo much. you make this cold weather seem so much nicer!

dear nose,
please stop being stuffy. you've been this way for so long and its not very fun. i want to be able to breath without going *sniffff* every 5 minutes.

dear maggie,
stop rolling around all over the computer desk. you are an adorable kitty that i love but it really is hard to type while your butt is on the keyboard.