dana is at camp right now. be back friday.

so im off to camp today! i wont be back until friday late. so lets just say i wont be back until saturday! i miss camp a lot and im so excited to go! the only thing bad is that theres supposed to be rain and a few thunderstorms. but at least it wont be boiling hot. im sure ill have a great time along with all my fellow campers. and i will miss you all... the whole two of you that read my blog. oh and just a warning i may come back black! no not literally, but you know what i mean! ill try to come back without any bug bites! and im pretty sure i wont burn and if i do it will only be a little and on my face. so have a fun week while im gone! :]

things i love thursday!

• my brother graduating high school in 2 days!
• going to camp in 3 days.
• getting a new boyfriendd.
• taking showers.
• being with your besties.
• wearing shorts.
• summer.
• ice cream.
• cup cakes.
• wearing sunglasses.
• because of winn-dixie! i love that book!
• getting a tan.
• swimming.
• making awesome podcasts.

not an extra long list but its good enough! im already packing for camp because im so excited! and i got a new boyfriend ((if you didnt notice that in the list)) his name is devin. hes a year younger then me ((yeah i know. this is my 3rd 8th grader this year)) but hes really sweet! and my brother is graduating on saturday! and we're going out to dinner after. yumm. :]

a child of your own.

so last night i had a dream. it was a lovely dream. close to the end of my dream, i had a baby. i was never pregnant and i didnt give birth. but there was a baby. and it was mine. and i loved it with all my heart. caty was with me. and i was trying to figure out its birthday because i didnt know what day it was. it was born on june 21st. which is brittanys birthday! so anyways i was holding it and feeding it and loving it. and it made me want a baby. just something that i could hold forever and love it and it would love me back. no im not gonna go out and have a baby now because im only 15 but i just cant wait till i do have a baby.

camp is fun!

im going off to camp in a week! and while im there i wont have a computer so i wont be able to post anything until july 4th. so im going to tell you some stuff now. my last day of school is tuesday. then my summer will begin. my brother graduates high school on saturday. i will be going to that duhh. then the next day i will be off to camp. i will reunite with all my old camp buddies from last year! the first thing im going to do is go to my cabin and setup my bed! ill wait for my friends to come because we promised eachother we'd take the swim test together. so then we will take the swim test and we will enjoy the pool! then we'll play some volleyball im sure! ((that was our favorite thing to do last year at camp)) im not sure what my major and minor is yet because they wont tell us untill we get there. so ill let you know when i get back. its going to be great and im going to get a tannn! then when i come back im going to have like 3 sleepovers in a row with caty! haha. i'll even have some pictures to show after! :]

things i love thursday!

• buttons.
• cheese balls.
• summer <3
• sward fights.
• skinny jeans.
• devinnn.
• awesome hair.
• taylor swift rapping.
• "would you make out with dana?" texts.
• hunny buns with cake batter.
• tickle fights.
• "im awake!" five minutes later "im soooo tired."
• milkk.
• rain.

so this is my list this week. i have my math final tomorrow and my global one on tuesday. then i will be done with freshman year forever! im so excited to be a sophomore. caty made me try on a pair of her skinny jeans and they looked fabulous on me! so i think i need to go buy some now. and im going to the mall tonight but sadly i have no money. only window shopping. have a nice dayy!

freshman finals

so, my finals are this week. freshman year is officially over... except for the tests. im not really worried about them cuz i know ill pass them all. so tomorrow it all starts. i have my spanish test at 8am. then wednesday i have my english test and my earth science one. then thursday i dont have a test. friday i have my algebra one. monday no test and then tuesday i have global history. and about 2 weeks later i will get my report card and will be considered a sophmore :] i cant wait!

idk my bff brandon?

i was thinking i needed a counselor to talk to about stuff. cuz sometimes i just want to tell someone something and keep it secret. and theres really nobody i can tell that will keep it secret. but then i realized there is one person i can tell stuff to. brandon. my best guy friend. he will listen to me, give me advice, and keep it a secret. and hes a really good secret keeper cuz i try to get stuff out of him and he wont even budge. the only problem is we arent all that close yet. so it'd be weird for me to call him or something. but i just really need to talk to him right now. theres really nobody else i can. brandon is the best person to talk to. and right now thats exactly what i need. someone i can just talk to. spill my guts out to. and he wont judge me.

Dana's Summer To Do List

i told you about my summer to do list and i finally made it! there are only 15 things on the list at the moment but more will be added im sure. if there are any suggestions ill take them. so heres my list:

• have a lemonade stand.
• have a car wash.
• work ((either babysitting or a real job))
• play truth or dare at the mall ((you wont know how its gonna work unless you're there))
• have a picnic.
• make a new friend.
• lose 20 pounds ((my mommy says its a lot for only 2 months but im gonna try))
• read at least 2 books.
• go to the beach at least twice.
• drink at least 3 bottles of water a day.
• volunteer with caty ((old people home?))
• never be anything but happy!
• have a summer fling.
• spend as much time with besties as possible.
• ride on a boat while singing im on a boat. ((i love that song))
  

these are in no specific order. just random. but i want to do them all before school starts in september.

best friends.

im not quite sure who my best friends are at the moment. i know caty is. and i know zoe is but shes more like a sister then a bestie so i wont count her. but then there are some who im not sure if id count them as besties. sometimes i dont really care who my besties are. like me and caty went through this phase where we werent besties with jessica. i didnt care. she said we were gonna be besties with sophie and chandler and i didnt care. i went along with it. but now her and jess are besties again. but now im confused as to who i want my besties to be. there were 3 of us. and no matter what whenever all of us were together someone would feel left out. if i was ever with one of them and not both it would be fine. but if it was the 3 of us they would be kinda mean to me. even if they were just kidding it wasnt nice. i liked having one bestie. i liked it when me and caty were besties with nobody else. so now i need to decide who i want as my besties and who i want as just friends. and it will be hard to decide and even harder to tell people if they arent my besties. now i feel bad for even writing this blog but hey im a teenager and this stuff is gonna happen in life.

happy birthday mommy!

today is my mommys birthday! happy birthday mommy! she turned 49 today. hah isnt she olddd? but i love her anyways. me, my mommy, my step sister lauren, and my step daddy went to the mall today! me and lauren went to american eagle and made a great deal! 2 awesome tank tops and a really cute bad for only $25! the shirts were buy 1 get 1 half off and i had a $10 off coupon. then we had yogen fruz which was deliciously yummy and healthy! we got bottles of water from there and they were the cutest bottles of water ever! im gonna save it forever.

things i love thursday!

• climbing trees.
• being with besties.
• yummy chocolate cake.
• end of the school year.
• cute hair.
• free food.
• adorable little kids.
• saying hi to random people.
• the perks of being a wallflower i dont know the author.
• smelling like apples.
• sex bracelets.
• temporary tattoos.
  

i love many things! and today i spent the day ((after school)) with my besties. we climbed a tree and took pictures. it was very fun. it was also kinda scary haha. caty was freaking out and couldnt get down. then i couldnt get up. we did eventually do fine. and then we had cake :]

lemonade stand

Im in the mood for a lemonade stand. i think im going to do that this summer. im going to make a list of things i want to do this summer. and my summer will not end until i do each and every one of them! ill post my list up later because i cant think of everything on the spot right now. anyone have sugestions of what i should do this summer?

just keep swimming, just keep swimming.

swimming is very fun! i went swimming today at my daddys girlfriends parents house. it was awesome. we had tons of fun. the water wasnt cold. it was really warm and nice. and we went into the hot tub and back into the pool. it was great. then i laid in a hammock to dry.

who wants a hug?

some people give really good hugs. ok no wait. some guys give really good hugs. to me, getting a hug from a girl is always the same. but hugs from guys are always different. some give awesome hugs and some kinda suck. take chandler for example. no offense chandler if you ever read this! he doesnt give the best hugs. i think its cuz hes way too skinny. but he just doesnt like actually squeeze when he hugs. he just puts his arms around you and like thats it. but i got a hug from this kid yesterday and it was an amazing hug. its always nice to hug someone bigger then yourself so you feel nice and safe. sometimes thats hard for me to find because im tall. 5'7 almost! anyways... if i get a really good hug, ill think about it for a few days. or until i get a better hug haha. hugs make friends! so go hug someone!

Things i love thursday

• being liked.
• band concerts.
• going to barnes & noble.
• friendship bracelets.
• soft hair and hands.
• being pretty.
• applying to billgrays with my guy bestie.
• standing for the whole spanish class.
• blue & brown eyes.
• younger friends.
• wintergirls by laurie halse anderson.
• waking up early.
• loud music.
• compliments.

this week started off not too good but it got way better after a little while. listening to music helps if you're not having a good day. listen to your favorite kind of music. talking to people who are nice to you also helps. i was talking to about four guys and they were all being really nice to me. it made me feel better. and then i found out that two of them like me. it was really flattering. tonight i am going to play god bless america at a redwings baseball game along with a bunch of kids from my school band. i also finished my computer final today. actually it was less then 30 minutes ago haha. it was really easy. i think i'll get an A+!

bad nap.

has a nap ever made you unhappy? i would never think so. normally when i take naps i feel better when i wake up. not mad. more refreshed. but not today. today i fell asleep and i wasnt planning to so when i woke up and it was almost 8 o'clock i got mad. then i went downstairs to make myself dinner. i attempted to make mac++cheese and spent about 20 minutes on it and it turned out horrible so i threw it out. then i get online and my ex boyfriend accused me of deleting his myspace. oh and my day was going so well before this. i was happy as could be. and then i took a nap and got all mad. but now im fine again. talk to people makes me happpy!

photography

i think im going to take a photography class in college. im not sure what i want to be and i love taking pictures. and my mom told me that she took a photography class and she told me a little about it. she said she didnt like it but by what she said it sounded fun to me. i took the above picture and my main blog picture. i think they're pretty awesome haha. so i think i may look into photography. but im not sure if im actually gonna do that in life. i just dont know what else right now. yupyupp :]