things i love thursday

hello people who read my blog, which is a total of about two people. tomorrow is the last day of school before christmas. along with christmas, during my two weeks away from reality, is new years. this new years eve might be a little different then my past ones though. for about the past 4 or 5 years i've gone to a new years party at someones house. this year i probably wont. i will definitely celebrate the new year at midnight, but i'll probably be alone. i need to think up some new years resolutions! anywho heres some things i love right now:

• baking cookies
• wrapping christmas presents
• the excitement of christmas
• shopping for other people instead of myself for a change
• songs that you can relate to
• getting compliments
• nina duhh
• winter concerts at school
• cute make-up
• grr slippers
• funny teachers, oh how i love them

happy friday!

As much as i hate the cold, i love snow! its soo pretty especially when its sunny out. every year eric and will make an igloo. sometimes i help but not often. but its so awesome. like you can fit at least 2 people inside of it. this year it hasnt been started yet because it just started snowing but they will probably start it over break.
about 4 years ago me, eric, and our uncle made a huge snowman at my grammas house. it was like taller then me! and the snow stuck together and turned to ice. we made a face on it and put a hat and gloves on it. it looked asian. i have a picture of me with it in my bedroom.
when i was younger i used to go sledding every year. there was this big hill at a school by my house and my mom would take me and my brother and our friends and we'd be there for hours! i think im growing out of that habbit though because last year me, caty, and jess went and we only had the ability to go up and down the hill 3 times. then we were too cold for any more. so i dont think ill do much sledding this yearr.
so yeah i love the snow. the thing i just dont like about winter is the ice. i fell last year while walking to my bus after school. ice is nottt fun! but everything else about winter is... well not the coldness. but besides those two things winter is great! christmas is in a couple weeks and then my birthday is next month! fun stuff :]

things i love thursday

• snow
• christmastime
• pasta salad
• making presents for people
• the nutcracker (played by my school band)
• staying friends
• nina <3
• babysitting
• no braces
• growing pirate ships
• making lists
• cleaning my bedroom
• smelling good
• not planning
• getting great deals while shopping (i went to aerie at some point and got these 2 free gift cards and they each had $10 on them so i went to aerie again with them and a 20% off coupon. so there was undiesss 5 for $15 which is a good deal so i got that and then i got 2 lotions and a body spray and sense im on the 'A-list' i got a free bar of chocolate and a free bag. and all i had to pay was $0.64. which my step sister paid so it was free to me.

hello stranger

on november 23, 2009 i got my braces off. i love my teeth! but i think i look weird even after 2 weeks of not having braces because i had them for 3 and a half years. me and caty became friends again and we're great just like before.
chandler stuff. always an interesting thing in my life. so last week on wednesday he broke up with me because i told him i liked other boys as well as him. then on friday he said he wanted me back so we got back together. but it doesnt end there! then on saturday i realized how much i just dont want a boyfriend right now. i want the freedom to flirt and like guys without it being bad. so i broke up with him but we are still friends. so things are good between us right now.
the second marking period just ended and im pretty sure i didnt do as good as last marking period even though i didnt think i did all that well that time either... which is odd because i got all A's and 2 B's. i think i made really high standards for my grades because last year i got a 4.0 and 4.11 so i wanted so bad to keep that up this year. but even with my all A's and B's i only got a 3.87. which made me sad :[. tomorrow is friday and then i have school next week and then christmas break! i cant wait.
oh i just love christmas time. with all the christmas smells and songs and decorations and cookies! its just such a happy time. when i was growing up before my parents gor divorced we used to wake up uber early around 6am and run downstairs and open all our presents! my mom would video tape it and my dad would just watch as me and my brother got soo excited. now on christmas im going to my aunts house with my mom and then the next day to my grammas house with my dad. then the day after that i get to have my real chrtsimas at home with my brother, step sister, mom and step dad. but it wont be the same because its 2 days after christmas. but i'm sure it will still be fun.

woah it's been a while!

alrighty, i havent posted in forever! ok school is great. my first report card was good. all As and Bs. on October 19 me and chandler started going back out again. and we havnt broken up yet haha. we havnt gotten into any fights or anything so we're doing really good. so thanksgiving is on thursday! whos not excited for thatt?! and im extra excited because guess whats happening tomorrow?? i am getting my braces off! whoo! thats soo awesome rightt!? i cant waitt. and on friday night me, lauren, and mel went to see New Moon and it was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. like seriously it was soooo good! and i've decided i am team jacob and i went shopping yesterday and got a team jacob shirt! oh and also on friday we got family pictures taken at target. and i looked soooo pretty! haha like my eyes were amazing... not in the picture but in person lol. so i dont really have much more to say. theres been a little drama here and there but its not that exciting. oh i've joined the outdoors club at school and its really fun. we've gone to bristol mountain and letchworth park. yeah thats really all so im donee! ill make sure to post a things i love thursday on thanksgiving! :]

Happy Birthday Haley!

Happy birthday haley marie mayer! alrighty ive never talked about haley on here before so ill say who she is. me and haley were in 5th-7th grade together. we were best friends for those 3 years and those 3 years only. we're still friends now but we're just not best friends. but haleys a really cool chica and she just turned 15! so i hope she had an amazing birthday. i love and miss you haleeto! :D

Happy Birthday Chandler!! (:

today is chandlers birthdayy! sadly i didnt see him in school but i still wish he had a wonderful day. maybe it was more wonderful cuz he didnt see me >.< ? anywho chandler if you ever read this i hope your 14th birthday was the best! your still a little baby thoughh! only 14 psh i was 14 soo long ago :p ok so anyways, happy birthday. hope you had fun. :]

Things i love thursday

• nina. as always.
• being a sophomore.
• flirting. also as always.
• playing uno on the bus after school.
• my little cheese biscuits (freshmen)
• chandlers birthday in 5 days!
• getting lost in school.
• doing homework! its a miracle!
  
• making richard carry my books haha.

yeah thats pretty much all for now. school is crazy. i still havnt said anything about that. hmmm.. well theres no Mr. Parisi so therefore band sucks. most of my classes have nobody that i know in them. my favorite class right now is studio art. i really only like it because of my teacher though. she reminds me of my 7th grade math and homeroom teacher. she was one of my favorite teachers. and my art teacher is really cool! she read all the twilight books and saw the movie. and she likes my artwork... which is odd cuz its horrible! and its only been a few days and she knows exactly who i am! without looking at whos in the class that period. anyways all my other classes are lame. i like never see khang! the asian love of my life! how depressing is thatt?! very! and i only have 1 class that i can really flirt in! and thats spanish. but its weird flirting with richard with anna and kadijah right there. and plus the teacher is crazy and would kick me out for talking! i feel really lame for talking to freshmen all the time. but they're cool beans. i befriended peter the asian! hes adorableee! oh and davey too! he hugged me the other day and i was like oh ok thenn. so hes amazing! and hes also asian hahah. but both of them are seniors and will be leaving me in june :[ but for the time being i am happy.
chandler and brittney edelman might go out. im pretty sure they will. and it bothers me >.< but what can i do? hes not my boyfriend or anything anymore so i cant stop them. plus why would i? i dont want chandler back so i shouldnt hold him back from being happy and finding someone else. so i wont say anything. blahh whatevssss. im happy for him. id just rather him date someone i dont have to see everyday cuz thats most deff gonna be awkward for me. anywho besides that im greattttt. so yeahhh. alrighty byee :]

Things i love thursday!

• the beginning of a new season.
• starting high school. (technically 9th grade is high school but i was in a middle school for it so im counting my sophomore year as my first in high school.)
• meeting up with old friends and making new ones.
• an end to this lovely summer.
• flirting. thats always fun :]
• My Sisters Keeper.
• peter the asian! (he is soo adorable! and the good thing is i can totally talk to him without being a creeper cuz he knows eric and has been to my house! so he knows me!)
• getting guys to walk me to class :]
• not having a uniform! (ive had one for threee years! so this is nice :])
• being called hot. (its always nice to hear things like that.)
• and nina, of course!
  

98pxy summer jam!

so the summer jam last night was totally amazing! when we got there The Hoodies were playing. they were just an opening band for everyone else but they were amazing. and they did a cover to Love Story by Taylor Swift. it was so funny! then some girl was there but i dont remember her name. she was going to be playing at Tilt Night Club for the after party haha. then Tina Parol came on and she was adorable! Wale was next and the guy he was with was pretty! then Jessie James was playing and some guy behind me was all "shes so hot!" haha but she had a good performance. even my dad liked her! then Moose from the radio came out and danced to some Michael Jackson music. haha that was awesome! Boys Like Girls was next and they were my favorite! i love them soo much! and it was funny because he took a phone from someone in the crowd and talked to whoever was on the phone! haha and last but not least... dun dun dunnn... Flo Rida! he was greatt! he let a bunch of girls come up on stage with him and he gave this one girl a gold chain! it was so great! im glad i went. to me it was my first real concert because the other ones i went to... i didnt even know who the bands were! hah so this was amazing :]

Things i love thursday!

• boys like girls along with all the other people who will be playing at the summer jam tonight which i will be attending with kelly and lauren! :]
• vanilla bean cake.
• roseland water park ((me and zoe went there yesterday and it was soo much fun! small park but worth it.))
• mel's hair straightener ((haha it works sooo well! i love it. i just have to like go through my hair once and its perfectly straight!))
• getting scared from watching the grudge 2 which most people say isnt scary haha.
• stan. the huge spider in zoes bathroom.
• being funny. its an amazing gift i have :] ahahhah
• my nails looking pretty! with them nicely cut down by mel and french manicured by zoe!
  
• school starting in 2 weeks ((its a new building and im sooo nervous! i know im gonna get lost. haha))
• non deflicted eyebrows ((for once haha))
  

Degrassi Goes Hollywood

so Degrassi Goes Hollywood premiers tonight and i can not wait! normally id be at catys house right now and wed be doing something stupid, possibly making cake in a cup, and we'd be all excited for the new movie event that we've been waiting for! or if we couldnt make a sleepover work we'd be on the phone. then at every commercial we'd call eachother and be like "omg! they just did that! and they're so cute! wow i cant believe this!" thats how tonight should be spent. in one of those two ways. but no. i MIGHT watch it tonight. with mel. and if i dont then i MIGHT get to see it tomorrow night... at my daddys house. and if that doesnt work either i'll see it with zoe at her house. which id say is the best of all those choices cuz she actually likes degrassi now that i got her into it. either way it wont be the same but im sure it will still be a great movie! :]

Monday Memories. ((on friday :p))

ok i know you must have seen me write "ihy" before. no, it does not mean "i hate you" its actually the opposite of that. let me explain:

one day me, caty, and jessica were all at jessicas house. we were trying to do my hair as you can see in the picture above. we were trying to "hump" it. ya know where you have a hump or bump right on top of your head. now my hair was not cooperating well so we had to use something to hump it. we used a huge curling iron. it was too big so we failed. so jessica left for a few minutes and me and caty were just laughing. we started saying she was humping my hair and stuff. and all the thats what she said stuff ahah. anyways so i was like "caty, i hump you!" and then we somehow decided that that should be our way to say i love you. so you know how people put "ily" for i love you? well we put "ihy" for i hump you.
we said it for about 2 years! its funny how something so silly can stick for a while. hmmm... lets pretend i posted this on a monday! im gonna make new posts called "monday memories" and every week there will be a new memory of mine! :]

Things i love thursday

• a starbucks iced caramel macchiato. ((as shown above))
• the board game, risk.
• my good friends zoe and melissa.
• ordering pizza all by myselff haha.
• shopping for new clothes.
• having a soft face.
• nina <3
• mel's mommy being amazingly nice!
• studying for the first time!
  
• being done with summer school. ((and i think i did well on my regents!))
• staying strong and keeping a smile on your face when inside you feel like the whole world is crashing down on you.
• nice, warm weather.
• not wearing make up and still looking gorgeous :]
• sleeping in.

im going to continue my blog even though i said i would stop. i know nobody reads it anymore anyways but its a way for me to express myself and the things that make me happy and sad. so ill be posting how i used to. right now im sorta picking a fight with my boyfriend which isnt good but im already not in the best mood so idk. tomorrow i might have a sleepover with mel. and exactly a week from today im going to the 98pxy summer jam! with my step sisters lauren and kelly, my daddy and his girlfriend lisa! ill tell you all about it when it actually happens haha. alrighty thenn. good night worldd :]

i said i was done with this blog but i lied. idk how often im going to post but right now i need to because i just have so much inside of me and nobody to talk to about it.
the main thing right now thats bugging me is that my brother and a few of his friends are being obnoxious and annoying as hell! also mel is here and shes not helping either. we were downstairs and they start talking about something i did about last year. its embarrassing and they were making fun of me and all this shit. i was trying so hard to ignore it and not let them know how badly it was bothering me. youd think since mel is my friend too shed tell them to shut up but no she went along laughing too.
second im not sure who my friends are right now. me and caty got into a fight and it ended in us discussing if we should be friends or not. we did this by letters in another blog. i wrote her a letter and she never responded. so im guessing we're not friends. jessica... i had a conversation with. i wasnt sure if we were friends still though. but she seems fine with me so im thinking we're cool. sophie is another person who im not sure about right now. im just confused as to whether she wants to be friends still.
chandler, big thing in my life obviously as you can see from the majority of my posts, is not talking to me. i think he wants me out of his life. why do i think this? because he deleted me from facebook and hasnt talked to me in forever. why does he hate me so much? because im a horrible person as i was told by numerous people. i was dating devin first of all, and me and chandler were talking about going back out again and stuff. i really thought he could be the one because i love him and i liked what we had when we dated for the first few months. but after we broke up it just like ruined everything. and i could see myself with him but every time i think of kissing him i think about him and caty making out. and i cant kiss him knowing he did that. so i decided we would never get back together and i told him not to listen to me if i ever said that again because i would end up hurting him and i dont want to do that. too late, it did hurt him. and a lot from what ive heard. so im granting his wishes and not talking to him. i know i only hurt him. to make myself less tempted, i deleted his number from my phone. im trying to not talk to him, but its so hard!
its really weird the past 2 nights ive had dreams. the first one was with caty. we werent friends but i was at her house and we got along fine but we werent like... friends. the second one had chandler. it was awkward. we were in band. we were with more then just us but we were just ignoring eachother. then the people who were with us left and we were just sitting there across from eachother. trying to ignore eachother. idk what these dreams are trying to tell me but its sure not helping get them out of my head. it just makes it harder for me not to talk to them.
zoe is my best friend. i know this for a fact. she is my only best friend. im a little confused about mel. she is my friend. but i absolutely HATE when my friends are friends with my brother. i mean take brittany ochterbeck for example. we were really good friends in the 7th grade. then she became friends with eric and completely ignored me. that turned out greatt!((sarcasm)) so im not sure where mel stands right now.
also i kinda have a thing with catys brother. things are a little complicated with him though. him being 18 and all. its just different. i dont even know.
and then theres my step dad. hes a douche. hell yell at me if i do something but wont say anything to his daughter if she does the same thing! and he gets into fights with eric all the time. and he always thinks he right when most of the time hes wrong! hes so annoying.
i guess thats all. for now at least.
i wanna thank zoe and scott and zak and lauren for cheering me up the past few days.
i feel a bit better not having all this inside me now. although it would be great to actually tell someone about it. anyone who actually took the time to read this thanks i guess. i guess that means you care about whats going on in my life. or that you're just nosy. i doubt anyone would read it though. especially since its so long.
ohh summer schools almost over! still dont have anyyy friends there at all. that blows. and it will end and ill have like 2 weeks till regular school starts >.<
alrightyy byeee <3

the last words.

im done. theres no point in having this blog. nobody reads it anyways. so im done posting on it. goodbye.

things i love thursday

• getting a cell phone.
• texting non stop.
• spending time with my boyfriend.
• beating his butt in rockband.
• having someone to talk to in summer school.
• warm weather.
• "borrowing" zoes hoodies!
• erics grad party in 2 days.
• cute guys are radio shack!
• making plans with my guy bestie!
• all my cats!
• my pretty besties!
• chocolate chip muffins.
• double chocolate chip frappuccinos((however thats spelled)) from starbucks!
• getting a tann. :]
  

summer!

so obviously summer has started! oh and b-t-dubbs im back from camp! got back friday night but never had enough time on my hands to post a blog yet. camp was amazing. ill post pictures eventually! it rained a lot though which was icky but i t was still fun!
so anyways starting yesterday, i have summer school. how lame is that? very lame! i failed my earth science regents by 2 points so i need to take it over to get the credit. its boring but its not too bad. only 2 hours a day. and so far its been very easy.
so ive been wearing eyeliner and mascara everyday and i love it! i also took a nap in a hammock the other day and got a tan because the sun was out! its very nice. my cousin, aunt, and uncle came up from georgia today and im going to see them in syracuse! i havnt seen them in years and well have a great time.
so this is kinda just an update! and i hope all your summers are going great. mine is even though i have school. im making the best of it! im also getting a cell phone tomorrow! which im excited for. and im gonna try to convince my mom into buying me more shorts! :] alrighty thenn. byee :]

dana is at camp right now. be back friday.

so im off to camp today! i wont be back until friday late. so lets just say i wont be back until saturday! i miss camp a lot and im so excited to go! the only thing bad is that theres supposed to be rain and a few thunderstorms. but at least it wont be boiling hot. im sure ill have a great time along with all my fellow campers. and i will miss you all... the whole two of you that read my blog. oh and just a warning i may come back black! no not literally, but you know what i mean! ill try to come back without any bug bites! and im pretty sure i wont burn and if i do it will only be a little and on my face. so have a fun week while im gone! :]

things i love thursday!

• my brother graduating high school in 2 days!
• going to camp in 3 days.
• getting a new boyfriendd.
• taking showers.
• being with your besties.
• wearing shorts.
• summer.
• ice cream.
• cup cakes.
• wearing sunglasses.
• because of winn-dixie! i love that book!
• getting a tan.
• swimming.
• making awesome podcasts.

not an extra long list but its good enough! im already packing for camp because im so excited! and i got a new boyfriend ((if you didnt notice that in the list)) his name is devin. hes a year younger then me ((yeah i know. this is my 3rd 8th grader this year)) but hes really sweet! and my brother is graduating on saturday! and we're going out to dinner after. yumm. :]

a child of your own.

so last night i had a dream. it was a lovely dream. close to the end of my dream, i had a baby. i was never pregnant and i didnt give birth. but there was a baby. and it was mine. and i loved it with all my heart. caty was with me. and i was trying to figure out its birthday because i didnt know what day it was. it was born on june 21st. which is brittanys birthday! so anyways i was holding it and feeding it and loving it. and it made me want a baby. just something that i could hold forever and love it and it would love me back. no im not gonna go out and have a baby now because im only 15 but i just cant wait till i do have a baby.

camp is fun!

im going off to camp in a week! and while im there i wont have a computer so i wont be able to post anything until july 4th. so im going to tell you some stuff now. my last day of school is tuesday. then my summer will begin. my brother graduates high school on saturday. i will be going to that duhh. then the next day i will be off to camp. i will reunite with all my old camp buddies from last year! the first thing im going to do is go to my cabin and setup my bed! ill wait for my friends to come because we promised eachother we'd take the swim test together. so then we will take the swim test and we will enjoy the pool! then we'll play some volleyball im sure! ((that was our favorite thing to do last year at camp)) im not sure what my major and minor is yet because they wont tell us untill we get there. so ill let you know when i get back. its going to be great and im going to get a tannn! then when i come back im going to have like 3 sleepovers in a row with caty! haha. i'll even have some pictures to show after! :]

things i love thursday!

• buttons.
• cheese balls.
• summer <3
• sward fights.
• skinny jeans.
• devinnn.
• awesome hair.
• taylor swift rapping.
• "would you make out with dana?" texts.
• hunny buns with cake batter.
• tickle fights.
• "im awake!" five minutes later "im soooo tired."
• milkk.
• rain.

so this is my list this week. i have my math final tomorrow and my global one on tuesday. then i will be done with freshman year forever! im so excited to be a sophomore. caty made me try on a pair of her skinny jeans and they looked fabulous on me! so i think i need to go buy some now. and im going to the mall tonight but sadly i have no money. only window shopping. have a nice dayy!

freshman finals

so, my finals are this week. freshman year is officially over... except for the tests. im not really worried about them cuz i know ill pass them all. so tomorrow it all starts. i have my spanish test at 8am. then wednesday i have my english test and my earth science one. then thursday i dont have a test. friday i have my algebra one. monday no test and then tuesday i have global history. and about 2 weeks later i will get my report card and will be considered a sophmore :] i cant wait!

idk my bff brandon?

i was thinking i needed a counselor to talk to about stuff. cuz sometimes i just want to tell someone something and keep it secret. and theres really nobody i can tell that will keep it secret. but then i realized there is one person i can tell stuff to. brandon. my best guy friend. he will listen to me, give me advice, and keep it a secret. and hes a really good secret keeper cuz i try to get stuff out of him and he wont even budge. the only problem is we arent all that close yet. so it'd be weird for me to call him or something. but i just really need to talk to him right now. theres really nobody else i can. brandon is the best person to talk to. and right now thats exactly what i need. someone i can just talk to. spill my guts out to. and he wont judge me.

Dana's Summer To Do List

i told you about my summer to do list and i finally made it! there are only 15 things on the list at the moment but more will be added im sure. if there are any suggestions ill take them. so heres my list:

• have a lemonade stand.
• have a car wash.
• work ((either babysitting or a real job))
• play truth or dare at the mall ((you wont know how its gonna work unless you're there))
• have a picnic.
• make a new friend.
• lose 20 pounds ((my mommy says its a lot for only 2 months but im gonna try))
• read at least 2 books.
• go to the beach at least twice.
• drink at least 3 bottles of water a day.
• volunteer with caty ((old people home?))
• never be anything but happy!
• have a summer fling.
• spend as much time with besties as possible.
• ride on a boat while singing im on a boat. ((i love that song))
  

these are in no specific order. just random. but i want to do them all before school starts in september.

best friends.

im not quite sure who my best friends are at the moment. i know caty is. and i know zoe is but shes more like a sister then a bestie so i wont count her. but then there are some who im not sure if id count them as besties. sometimes i dont really care who my besties are. like me and caty went through this phase where we werent besties with jessica. i didnt care. she said we were gonna be besties with sophie and chandler and i didnt care. i went along with it. but now her and jess are besties again. but now im confused as to who i want my besties to be. there were 3 of us. and no matter what whenever all of us were together someone would feel left out. if i was ever with one of them and not both it would be fine. but if it was the 3 of us they would be kinda mean to me. even if they were just kidding it wasnt nice. i liked having one bestie. i liked it when me and caty were besties with nobody else. so now i need to decide who i want as my besties and who i want as just friends. and it will be hard to decide and even harder to tell people if they arent my besties. now i feel bad for even writing this blog but hey im a teenager and this stuff is gonna happen in life.

happy birthday mommy!

today is my mommys birthday! happy birthday mommy! she turned 49 today. hah isnt she olddd? but i love her anyways. me, my mommy, my step sister lauren, and my step daddy went to the mall today! me and lauren went to american eagle and made a great deal! 2 awesome tank tops and a really cute bad for only $25! the shirts were buy 1 get 1 half off and i had a $10 off coupon. then we had yogen fruz which was deliciously yummy and healthy! we got bottles of water from there and they were the cutest bottles of water ever! im gonna save it forever.

things i love thursday!

• climbing trees.
• being with besties.
• yummy chocolate cake.
• end of the school year.
• cute hair.
• free food.
• adorable little kids.
• saying hi to random people.
• the perks of being a wallflower i dont know the author.
• smelling like apples.
• sex bracelets.
• temporary tattoos.
  

i love many things! and today i spent the day ((after school)) with my besties. we climbed a tree and took pictures. it was very fun. it was also kinda scary haha. caty was freaking out and couldnt get down. then i couldnt get up. we did eventually do fine. and then we had cake :]

lemonade stand

Im in the mood for a lemonade stand. i think im going to do that this summer. im going to make a list of things i want to do this summer. and my summer will not end until i do each and every one of them! ill post my list up later because i cant think of everything on the spot right now. anyone have sugestions of what i should do this summer?

just keep swimming, just keep swimming.

swimming is very fun! i went swimming today at my daddys girlfriends parents house. it was awesome. we had tons of fun. the water wasnt cold. it was really warm and nice. and we went into the hot tub and back into the pool. it was great. then i laid in a hammock to dry.

who wants a hug?

some people give really good hugs. ok no wait. some guys give really good hugs. to me, getting a hug from a girl is always the same. but hugs from guys are always different. some give awesome hugs and some kinda suck. take chandler for example. no offense chandler if you ever read this! he doesnt give the best hugs. i think its cuz hes way too skinny. but he just doesnt like actually squeeze when he hugs. he just puts his arms around you and like thats it. but i got a hug from this kid yesterday and it was an amazing hug. its always nice to hug someone bigger then yourself so you feel nice and safe. sometimes thats hard for me to find because im tall. 5'7 almost! anyways... if i get a really good hug, ill think about it for a few days. or until i get a better hug haha. hugs make friends! so go hug someone!

Things i love thursday

• being liked.
• band concerts.
• going to barnes & noble.
• friendship bracelets.
• soft hair and hands.
• being pretty.
• applying to billgrays with my guy bestie.
• standing for the whole spanish class.
• blue & brown eyes.
• younger friends.
• wintergirls by laurie halse anderson.
• waking up early.
• loud music.
• compliments.

this week started off not too good but it got way better after a little while. listening to music helps if you're not having a good day. listen to your favorite kind of music. talking to people who are nice to you also helps. i was talking to about four guys and they were all being really nice to me. it made me feel better. and then i found out that two of them like me. it was really flattering. tonight i am going to play god bless america at a redwings baseball game along with a bunch of kids from my school band. i also finished my computer final today. actually it was less then 30 minutes ago haha. it was really easy. i think i'll get an A+!

bad nap.

has a nap ever made you unhappy? i would never think so. normally when i take naps i feel better when i wake up. not mad. more refreshed. but not today. today i fell asleep and i wasnt planning to so when i woke up and it was almost 8 o'clock i got mad. then i went downstairs to make myself dinner. i attempted to make mac++cheese and spent about 20 minutes on it and it turned out horrible so i threw it out. then i get online and my ex boyfriend accused me of deleting his myspace. oh and my day was going so well before this. i was happy as could be. and then i took a nap and got all mad. but now im fine again. talk to people makes me happpy!

photography

i think im going to take a photography class in college. im not sure what i want to be and i love taking pictures. and my mom told me that she took a photography class and she told me a little about it. she said she didnt like it but by what she said it sounded fun to me. i took the above picture and my main blog picture. i think they're pretty awesome haha. so i think i may look into photography. but im not sure if im actually gonna do that in life. i just dont know what else right now. yupyupp :]

Things i love thursday!

• all of my animals!
• being mature.
• taking pictures.
• getting a new guy best friend.
• flirting.
• vitamin water.
• birthday parties.
• soft hair.
• tacos.
• pizza hut.
• pajamas.
• hugs.
• being loud in school.
• awesome nicknames.

i love lots of things! and one thing i love is not holding grudges! ive learned that you should do that. why stay mad at someone forever because of something they did in the past? just get past it and move on. no you dont have to stay best friends with them but dont hold it against them. because one day they might be gone and then you could regret it. :]

i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts.

i just love the lion king! its my favorite movie! and i just watched it today. it was funny because i got sad and stuff when i've already seen it a thousand times. i thought some of it was funny. like the parts i never noticed as a little kid. so im gonna show you some of the lines that made me giggle :]

i thought this was funny. when scar was ruling and zazu was caged up.

Zazu: [singing] Nobody knows the trouble I've seen. / Nobody knows my sorrow.
Scar: Oh, Zazu, do lighten up. Sing something with a little bounce in it.
Zazu: [singing] It's a small world after all...
Scar: NO! No, *anything* but that!
Zazu: [singing] I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts. / Here they are just standing in a row.
Zazu, Scar: [Scar joins in] Big ones, small ones, some as big as your head...
Zazu: [whispering] Oh, I would have never had to do this with Mufasa.

i heard this and i just laughed.
Pumbaa: It's our motto.
Young Simba: What's a motto?
Timon: Nothing. What's a motto with you?

this was funny and i knew it was coming up.
Nala: Have you guys seen Simba?
Timon: I thought he was with you.
Nala: He was but now I can't find him. Where is he?
Rafiki: You won't find him here. The King has returned.
Nala: I don't believe it. He's gone back.
Timon: What?
[looks up and sees Rafiki has disappeared]
Timon: Hey, what's going on here? Who's the monkey?
Nala: Simba's gone back to challenge Scar.
Timon: Who?
Nala: Scar.
Pumbaa: Who's got a scar?
Nala: No no no. It's his uncle.
Timon: The monkey's his uncle?
Nala: No. Simba's gone back to challenge his uncle to take his place as king.
Timon, Pumbaa: Ohhh.

this was a good one.
Pumbaa: Hey, Timon, ever wonder what those sparkly dots are up there?
Timon: Pumbaa, I don't wonder; I know.
Pumbaa: Oh. What are they?
Timon: They're fireflies. Fireflies that, uh... got stuck up on that big bluish-black thing.
Pumbaa: Oh, gee. I always thought they were balls of gas burning billions of miles away.
Timon: Pumbaa, with you, everything's gas.

yeah thats all i guess. these were my favorites! i hope you like them :]

Things I Love Thursday

• drawing all over the city with sidewalk chalk.
• spending all afternoon at the mall with my bestie.
• taking awesome pictures.
• taking personal days from school. here's what i accomplished on my day off.
• took a shower.
• cleaned and vacuumed my bedroom.
• painted my nails.
• took pictures with nina. ((that came out horrible))
• did 2 loads of laundry.
• tried winning tickets to the summer jam. ((that didnt work))

• taking showers.
• blasting music when you're home alone.
• making fun of people in a kidding way.
• flirting.

today on my day off from school i had mucho fun. i was all by myself. no rents, siblings, or friends. no computer or phone. just me, my cats, and what there is in my house. it was nice to just relax and not do anything or get beat up by the boys in my school. but tomorrow im back and should prepare myself for getting hit. whatevs. i love them anyways.

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

Window Shopping.

Don't you just love window shopping? i do. you can try stuff on and be all awesome but dont spend any money. it kinda makes me sad when i see something i really like and dont have the money to buy it because im just window shopping but whatevs. me and caty went to the mall today for about 4 hours. we didnt have much money so decided to just window shop and buy food. and thats what we did. and we've decided that we are going to save our money and try to get jobs this summer and go buy stuff! we got tired after a while and went to zumiez. we hung out and played with their video games. the one dood was awesome. he came out of nowhere with a light saver and was all "aghh!" then we looked at him weird and he was all "did i scare you cuz i was trying to" lmfao we died laughing. it was so much fun. mallin with ma bestie is mad fun yo! we even danced outside and in the mall to the music!

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

9th grade...

...is soo easy! my grades are amazing! i got my 5th marking period report card today! wanna see it!? sure you do! here it is:

Band- A+
Earth Science-C+ ((but it should be a B so im gonna ask about it tomorrow))
English- A+
Gym- B
Health- A+
Spanish- A+
Computers- A+
Math- A+
Global History- A+

Final GPA- 4.11

greatest report card ever! i mean it could have been better yeah but i think this is pretty damn good! my other GPAs wereee:

MP1- 3.33
MP2- 3.72
MP3- 3.72
MP4- 4.00
MP5- 4.11
MP6- ?.??

^thats greatt!^

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

its time to sing your lungs out!

music makes my happy! today was just a normal day, maybe even a sad day because i found out they ARE cutting band out of my school next year. *cries*. but when i got home, i made "dana's awesome playlist" of all my favorite songs! there is like 2 hours worth of songs on there. so i've been listening to it for like the past hour or so. and now i'm all hyper and happy. i just want to get up and start dancing! even the sad songs make me happy. and singing them makes it even better. so advice for anyone who is ever in a bad mood, crank up the volume and sing your lungs out to all your fav songs! its awesome. :]

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

things i love thursday

isn't this picture cute?! i love when couples go out and do fun things other then just sit around. and this reminded me of this summer when me and some friends went walking down on railroad tracks.

• picnic dates.
• M&Ms.
• hanging out with my step sister.
• doing solos on my flute.
• standing up for what you believe in.
• rolling down hills.
• the lilac festival.
• harmless flirting.
• acting like a rebel (when everyone knows your really not)
• taking awesome pictures.
• taking naps.
• growing half an inch.

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

my happy list.

rockstar diaries has inspired me. they have a post where you write 10 things that make you happy! so heres my list.

1. playing the flute!
2. mom asking for ice cream for her birthday.
3. drawing greg (my dinosaur) everywhere!
4. getting scratched by a kitty and then telling it you love it.
5. running into old friends.
6. those cute little artsy coffee shops.
7. lots of eye contact! :]
8. singing random songs to friends while they sit there looking at you weird.
9. listening to the radio in the car and saying "this is my favorite song!" to every song that comes on.
10. being on 3-way with my best friends!

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

awesome bffs make awesome songs.

"we went over the bridge and through the forest yeah we did it! (we did it!) we did it! (yay!) now we're emo! we did it! *do do do do do do do*"

"I'm a gurgle durger yeah! you're a gurgle durger yeah! we're all gurgle durgers yeah! gurgle gurgle gurgle gurgle durger!"

"barney ate a danasawrrr. in my imagination. he is fat and she is dead. it's a saddening sensation"

"dana is a danasawrrr. from bobs imagination. she is pretty, fun, and witty. a sexy girl sensation"

these are some songs that me and caty made. cuz we're awesome like that. duhhh/ just thought id share our awesomeness with the world :]

Happy Mothers Day!

As you all know today is mothers day. One day in the year where we get to celebrate our mothers. Sadly I am not spending the day with my mother. I am at my daddy's house. I wish i could make the day special for her but I can't. And I have no money so I can't even get her a good gift. Instead I made her a card. Like a little kid does. It kinda makes me feel bad. But shes probably happy she doesn't have to deal with her horrible teenage kids. I hope you are all doing something nice for your mothers unlike me. Blahh I'm so horrible. Have a nice mothers day everyone!

Forever ++ Always,
Dana

stupidest blog ever!

so i just realized yesterday how badly my blog sucks. like if you go look at someone else's blog its so amazing. and you look at mine and its the stupidest thing ever. its just me rambling on about whatevers on my mind. kinda stupid. its not even like cool. they are all long stupid blogs about my life and drama and nobody wants to read all about that. its boring and stupid. so im going to try to improve. make my blog a little less childish. non stupid and yuh stuff like that. yeah thats all. byes!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

Happy Birthday Caty!

happy birthday to you!
you belong in a zoo!
you look like a monkey!
and you smell like one too!

if you all havnt noticed, today is Catherine Morse's birthday! she is my bestie and i will make sure today is a great day for her! im going to her house around six and we're going to have uber fun! we'll eat mexican food like tacos! and cake and ice cream. yumm! then she can open her present from me. the day will go great and we will finish it off playing GTA san andreas and watching TV! then in the morning we will have breakfast and have a "giggle hangover" as her mother calls it from the night before! it will be awesome. May 2, 2009. Catys 15th birthday. remember it everyone.
have a nice day :]

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

creepy guys on the streets.

we all walk down the street sometimes. and when we do we like to feel safe. i know i do. so doesnt it make you feel unsafe when theres some guy making kissy faces at you and talking to you? that kinda creeps me out. so i was at my step sisters softball game last week. it was going great. but then some guy rolls up in his car and say "aye" and makes a kissy face at the girls on the team. im thinking in my head thats disgusting. dont people have anything better to do then go and do something to make young girls feel awkward. and the other day i was on my bus and this guy comes and punches the window at me and stuff. when i walk i like there to be nobody around. and if there is somebody id like it so be somebody with a small child or an animal. that was i think they wont do anything because they have that with them. nothing has actually happened to me yet but you never know when someone is going to do something to you. i was walking with caty and jessica over the summer and we walk past this guy and me and caty see right then that he has a knife in his hand. i was so scared. but i kept walking anyways. he could have easily just stabbed any of us. and me and brittany were walking and there was this guy who kinda looked like a cracked out hobo, not good. they will do anything to get things they need. they are crazy! so i was like "ahh dont ask him where to go!" and then there was a lady sitting by a tree playing with her dog. so i went to her instead. she looked safe. she looked approchable.
but why do guys have to do that? is it fun to be stupid? it bugs me. whatevs.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

things i love thursday.

im always forgetting about these. i just got reminded by reading catys blog! thanks caty!

• softball games.
• not failing classes.
  
• beasting at DDR in gym.
• messing up on solos >.<.
• greg.
• tony.
• bestie birthdays.
• may tomorrow.
• rain showers.
• beating eric in rockband.
• grilled cheese.
• nina being nice.
• no 8th graders in band.
• being creepy.
• being on a boat lmfao.
• getting new stuff. who doesnt like that?

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

weatherrr

wow! look outside! its beautiful outside! 71 degrees or so! amazing. we havnt had weather like this in forever! so dont you all just wanna go outside and do something!? well i do... but oh wait... i cant. first of all im grounded still, so i cant go anywhere besides my own yard. but you're right. i can still go outside and just stay in my yard! but ya know its really boring to just go outside by yourself and do nothing. yeah i could go out and enjoy the warmness... but what fun will i be having? theres no one to talk to. no one to hang out with. no one to do anything with. and theres nothing to do by myself. so im suck here inside on such a beautiful day. thats why im hoping my dad will let caty sleep over tomorrow night. because at his house i can be outside and theres no bad stuff going on. no shooting or anything. not that there is any where i am now. but theres more of a chance of it happening here then there. and we would have so much fun. he could take us to a park or something. or have a picnic! there are soo many choices i could make with a friend and a nice day. but not today :[ oh well. this is what i get for skipping school and getting grounded. although it was sych a nice day out when i skipped it was amazing! and there was friends. 4 of us! so it was worth it i guess.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

greg the dinosaur!

kids and people in general should be more creative these days.life is stupid and boring if you dont have an imagination. and to have an imagination you must be creative. people just go by what they learn but never what they think it could be. i am very imaginative and creative. i remember once me and caty were just going crazy being imaginative. we pretended like i was some creepy mental animal thing trying to run away from her, and she was all "its ok the nice men with the big nets will come." we did that for about 20 minutes... and it was so random! it may seem stupid or immature but theres a difference between being creative and being immature. being immature is just when you do stuff all the time like this. like you dont know what else to do. being creative is doing it when you want to. you can stop at any time and control when you do stuff. you know when to and when not to. so anyways... i cant draw for shiznits. but i do anyways because i like being creative and having fun! so im pretty sure you all know what dinosaurs look like rightt? or at least what you've been taught. well i cant draw a dinosaur and one day i wanted to draw one. so i made one that... doesnt even look like a dinosaur. but it does to me now since i've drawn it so many times. i think its really cool. a bunch of people say its ugly and all this stuff but its really funny. i made a comic book with him as the main character. its a stupid story yeah but it was fun to make and im sure people had fun reading it since they all laughed. hmm i wasnt sure what the point of this blog post was at first but i think i got it now. it doesnt matter what people think of you. theres gonna be a lot of people in life that just sit there and insult you for whatever you may be doing. thats their problem not yours. if you believe in something or do something that makes you happy then you should continue doing it to keep yourself happy. like my dinosaur. a lot of people in my school say ew ots ugly. why do you draw it? its not a dinosaur so why bother drawing it? well i think its cool and hes like my little friend hahaha. so i dont care what people say. it makes me happy so im gonna keep drawing him. ((b-t-dubbs his name is greg)) so once again... part of this blog was pointless... until i figured out what im trying to say. and i think this was a good thing to say. dont stop doing something just because other people want you to. do whatever makes you happy. because thats whats most important in life. so you wanna see what greg looks like? ok this is a little bad because i did it on paint and normally i just draw him on lined paper and dont color him in. but i was bored and added color. so picture him without color. and hes very pretty! (: but this is basically what i draw on the board everyday.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

just an update.

i've been meaning to post a blog, but never actually got to it. so this one is to just tell you guys whats going on in my life right about now.im helping caty with some personal stuff. i think it made us closer as friends. me and chandler started going back out tonight. and i realized that who cares what people think about us going out again? its not their business. its not like they are involved in our relationship. so im going to do what makes me happy which right now is going out with chandler. its spring break and im grounded from hanging out with anyone. this is because on friday i skipped school with caty and a few others. i was stupid and wrote it in my diary and so eric read and saw it. he then told my mom and so now im grounded from friends for the week. sucks i know but it was worth it. hmm what else? not much. ok i guess thats all for now. ill keep informing you on new stuff all the time!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

things i love thursday

ok so caty started doing this thing that she saw in another blog and i think im gonna do it too!
its a little thing im gonna call letter of the week!
every friday im gonna take the next letter in the alphabet and write a blog on a word that starts with that letter! im also taking this from caty cuz she probably will get bored of hers and never finish it :p
but anyways that starts friday! today im posting a blog called things i love thursday! which i also took from caty but it was a while ago and on myspace. so im starting it up again! so here ya go!

• skipping school.
• dinosawrs.
• showers.
• smooth legs.
• DDR.
• nina.
• music.
• talking during class.
• code names.
• making fun of brandon.
• walking.
• nice weather.
• rockband.
• fun times with my sister
• b.frankie <3
• catizzle!
• jesherpie.
• that awesome dude at my school..
• earrings.
• tacos.
• spaghetti.

yeah thats pretty much it for now. oh and b-t-dubbs nina is probably gonna be on it every time :] i just love her oh so muchh! kpeace!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

10th grade. all planned out.

i've planned out next year already! well for the most part. it kinda starts this summer though, with volleyball! yes i am getting back into sports like i was in 7th grade! so volleyball starts sometime in august. and caty is doing it with me. hopefully we wont get cut from the team for being obnoxious... or for just sucking. i think that'll be lots of fun. also we'll both be going to a new school! well, not a new school for me, but a new building. so we'll both be surprised! and we can have like a bazillion sleep overs and then we can just walk to school from her house or take the bus from mine! it'll be uber fun.
i'll be with a bunch of old and new friends. there will be no uniform! that'll be nice, i've been wearing one for three years now. and there will be some new kids too, there always is, so i might meet some cute guys! even if i dont im hoping to mature a bit more. over this past year ive been hanging out with people younger then me aka less mature. just because they are younger doesnt make them less mature, but trust me, they are. so this school is gonna have a lot of older then me kids. so im hoping ill get on track with people of my maturity level or higher.
i know im not gonna like a bunch of people in school, but hey it'll be like that anywhere i go, might as well do it somewhere where i at least know the people. i might be able to go to prom, if i can get someone... anyone a grade higher then me to ask me. if not ill just have to wait one more year.it'll be fun either way.
for most of my life ive had a best friend in school to depend on. and ive noticed this. kindergarten-3rd i had a bestie so i was all popular cuz i was always around her. then in 4th grade i was in a different class then her so i was kinda a loner. i made my life about my grades. i was the smartest kid in my class and nobody really liked me because of it. 5th and 6th i had a couple of besties. and they made me cool because i came into a new school. then 7th and 8th i had another bestie. she was very popular, therefore i was too. and then 9th grade comes along... no bestie. the only friends i had were younger then me or just not too good of friends. i learned how to be my own person and guess what? people liked me! i have almost all of the 9th grade as friends and over half the 8th graders and even a few 7th graders! so i learned that you dont need a bestie in school with you, but it is nice. and next year ill have my bestie caty with me. but shes quiet around people too. but i wont need to rely on her to have a social life. ill probably help her get one.
anywho... next year shall be oodles of fun!!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

womens pain continued...

remember that post on womens pain i did? well i found a few more things to add to that list. not really pain, but work that we have to do that guys dont. ok so we, humans, have hair on us. not just head hair. we have hair like everywhere! guys dont need to worry about that much. maybe a little but not too much. for a guy to have hairy armpits and legs and stuff is normal... for girls, its disturbing? but we grow it there anyways! so we have to shave. it gets very annoying especially when you have to do it multiple times a month. this is also taking a risk of cutting ourselves! which if we do in the wrong places will hurt! actually, it will probably hurt anywhere. its a cut! anywho, we also have head hair. yes, lots of guys have long hair and stuff too, but they really dont do anything with it. and then a lot have short hair where they dont need to do anything with it. most of us girls have enough hair where we need to do something to it in order for it to look good... that could take forever!
we have all the pain of guys and MORE! and it sucks. but its all worth it cuz... at the end of the day im pretty sure we like being girls. well... most of us any ways. and plus we have boobies :]

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

prom!

i so badly want to go to prom! too bad im only a freshman :[. and i dont really have any junior/senior friends that would take me haha. but caty is going! she already has her dress and everything! she looks absolutely gorgeous in it! its a cute short black dress. i personally like long ones. to the floor. and for my senior prom im wearing a long pink dress! i have no clue what its going to look like though. i saw a few that i liked in the mall... but im pretty sure they wont be there in 3 years. so heres a few i think are cute!

i know they all look really similar but this is kinda what i want. i would like darker, like the third one. but i dont want it to be too poofy. the first two are a little less poofy lol. arent they cute though?! i love them! but there was this one that i saw in the mall and it was pink with polka dots on it and stuff. it was soo cute! and once again, too bad i cant go for another year and a half ishh.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

complaining.

alrighty im gonna complain on here once more. but it will be the last complaining one for a while. ok so on March 30, i broke up with chandler. we were still perfectly fine as friends. and he has this friend desire. and she likes him. and everyone says they're gonna go out and get married. he told me he only liked her as a friend. and for the past 3 days that we've been broken up, he has told me that hes gonna stay single for a while, he doesnt like her, and that he wants me back. now let me first tell you why i broke up with him in the first place. he is a liar. he lies about everything. he'll do something stupid and then lie about it to cover his ass. but that only makes it worse. he also talks about me to his friends and my brother. what is he a 13 year old GIRL? so i told him that i would go back out with him when he changes. and he has been telling me that he is changing and whatnot. and this may be bad for me but i dont care, i went on his facebook and saw one of his conversations with this girl desire. and he said "dessssssss i like youuuuuu." so im like wtf? i thought you didnt like her? and his friend also made me think... what if it was just as a friend? i didnt think it was but i wasnt going to get mad about it. but then the next day i was talking with my friend aubrie and she is like sisters to this girl desire. and she said that she was mad at both of them too and that they are both being really shady about this. and she doesnt want desire going out with chandler because they went out before and when they broke up he went out with her best friend. hmm that sounds familiar. when me and chandler broke up the first time, he tried getting with one of my best friends too. so anyways, i told him that we can not be friends if hes going to be lying to me and he basically said he didnt care.
i was hurt. i didnt know this then, but i found out a day or so later. i didnt not want to be his friend. i was expecting an apology. i wanted him to care. and i wanted him to change so we could be together. but no. he didnt care. so i got upset. and my best friend caty sent him a message saying:
"i'm doing this for dana's sake and only her sake.
you listening?
she loves you. but she can't trust you. and all you're proving to her right now is that you don't care.
i know you're a guy and you have to act cool and act like you don't give a shit about girls, but if you REALLY care about her. you need to change that.
her whole note thing was a test. and you just saying that you weren't happy but you weren't mad like you didn't care at all wasn't what she wanted to hear.
she's unhappy, you understand? and that isn't acceptable. and if you were lying about ever being in love with her and wanting her, then tell her now so she can move on.
if you weren't and you really do care about her, fix it. stop lying, stop doing stuff that will make her unhappy, act like you care, and go to her with problems. no one else."
and guess what? no response from him whatsoever. there was no trying to fix anything, which would have been best. and there was also no telling me hes done. so this basically just showed me how much hes cared... not too much. so now we're not friends, we dont talk, and im not happy. i keep telling myself that i dont care about him, i dont care what he does in his life. but no matter how many times i tell myself that, i know if he does go out with that girl ill be jealous and hurt. hes an ass, but all guys are. and he was actually one of the nicer guys. if only he didnt lie to me. i couldnt change that about him obviously, but maybe his future girlfriends can. and if he continues this then hes not gonna be getting much girlfriends.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

my cat nina.

oh i love my cat so much. her name is Nina. she is calico and something with long fur. shes the cutest little cat ever! ive had her for about 5 years now. she is one of my most prized possessions... but im not sure if shes counted as a possession. oh well. anyways if she died or i had to give her up, id be broken. i love her so much!
heres a bit about her.
shes very playful. she will bite and scratch just because shes in a playful mood. shell scratch is you pull her tail (obviously, but i do it anyways). she has the cutest little kitten meow. still sounds like a baby. she puuuuuurs! she likes sleeping with me (in a totally non sexual way). she will lay on me or next to me. she will randomly open doors whenever she feels like it. and she attacks the other cats! they dont really like her.
so today me and my mom were talking about and my mom said she loved the other 2 cats more then nina *gasp* how could that be!? was she serious? yes she was! she said if she could go back in time and give nina away so we didnt have her she would. i was shocked! and so i went over to nina and started kissing her and telling her i loved her mucho even if mommy didnt! so anyways i love my nina very much and would never give her up!

also me and chandler broke up yesterday. i will not go into details or anything cuz you dont need to know. its my business not yours :]
byee!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

future hubby.

are all guys seriously the same? like i thought that there were a few guys that were nice. well... i want one! where did they all go? i cant seem to find one. and thats not fair. i just want a boy whos gonna treat me right. and he has to be a cutie! now... i found the perfect boy for me. and we will get married. his name is mario. he is part of the local band 'catch me if you can'. hes uber cute and he can sing like woah. and he talked to me!! it so soo romantic! true story. you can even ask caty! she was with me! and i have pictures. ill post them up sometime! so anywho... boys are dumb. i am perfect and therefore i need mario because hes famous. hehe. peace!

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

name meanings.

have you ever wondered what your name means? well your about to find out! im gonna look up some names of my friends on http://www.urbandictionary.com/ and post them on here. and im listing only the first answer. not the second or third etc.
im first!

Dana:

sexy,good in bed, gangsta,funny

Caty:

a very attractive looking female. killer body, blonde hair, and blue eyes. tall and tan.

Jessica:
a wonderfull name that means "gracious gift from God"

Brittany:
A girl that commonly gets mistaken for a slut or being easy, but often is a smart and beautiful person. She knows what she is talking about and can be very wise.

Chandler:
meaning one who brings light

Dillon:
Synonym to the word 'Perfect'

Khang:
To get served, dissed, or insulted really badly.

Steve:
A thong that is visable above the trouser line of a girl. A useful word when spotting a thong or pointing one out without the girl knowing.

Ashley:
a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody

Sophie:
an all around cool chick

Zoe:
Girls name. Originates from Greece, meaning life.

Allie:
clowns that can turn into aliens

ill add more laterr :]

Forever ++ Always,

Dana

inspiration.

so i have recently read one of my ex friends blogs. it made me a little emotional and it really made me realize some things. it made me realize that you have to let some things go in your life, even some good things. you can't hold onto everything forever. her blog was almost all about me and our friendship. and i have to agree with it 100% as much as i want it back. heres part of her blog:
"it's always hard to let go of it and move on. you always have that little voice in the back of your hand everytime you play grand theft auto, or stay up late, or dye your hair, or eat tofu icecream and pulled pork, or come across old photobooth pictures. the past doesn't go away. you just have to try to remember the good, instead of the bad. and put your energy into your future. it's alot more fulfilling, i hear. you also have to see that just because you had to let go of someone in your past, doesn't mean you have to be mortal enemies. it's ok to miss them. you will if you really cared. that's just how things always are."
this is where i started to get emotional. we had a lot of good memories and i can just keep those and wash away the bad ones. i'll get past it all eventually. but this one blog that she wrote inspired me so much. it has taught me a lot. and even if we are never best friends again and even if we never talk to eachother again i want her to know i love her and always will. she is one of my heros. i will remember her and everything she has taught me for the rest of my life.

Forever ++ Always,

Dana